Goodbye

Happiness? No, painful LONELINESS

POSTED ON Wednesday, December 30, 2009 AT 5:10 PM \\

1. "Happiness?"
Out of the world
yes
im happy
im with the people who are around me
we're happy together
i would probably say

I dont want to end this Happy Moment we had

but then
its was propably a lie
i believe in that Happiness
because i was so happy
but then, it turned into a deep sadness.

2. "Dark"
Inside of this world
i was able to understand
my own scattered feelings
i was able to smile again
but then
this thing called ______
it made me think
i want to be part of it
but no
because i dont even know what with it

at that time
it was a huge mess
i cried and cried
wishing for it to come back
i dont know
but it came true

as soon as im back again
its this feeling again
i feel alone again
will i be always like this?

3. "Decision"
sometimes im thinking
i want to cry
all day and night
but i have this mask that makes me okay
but inside me is a crying face

there's thiss rule that i cant cry
so i kept my tears
looking for a place to cry
im always saying to myself

You cant cry here
if you do
someone will see you
someone will worry about you
someone will feel bad for

and i dont want that...
but the real feeling that i have
i really want some comfort
if that happens
i could die happily
i guess.

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Chat part 5- Happy birthday and Merry Christmas! ^^

POSTED ON Sunday, December 27, 2009 AT 2:36 PM \\

sorry, its already late!
but im still gonna make it!

PART 5
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CHRISTMAS!

Sakura: Kyaa, Tomoyo-chan! Tomorrow's Yukito-san's birthday! What should i give him!

Tomoyo: oh, yeah! You're right, Sakura-chan! anoh... i can't think of something good.

Sakura: huhuhu...

Tomoyo: But why don't we ask someone? Lets ask Kurogane-san, Fay-san, Fujimoto-san and many more!

Sakura: eh? why all guys?

Tomoyo: because their guys right. And Yukito-san is a guy too, ne?

Sakura: yeah, you're right. Lets go Tomoyo-chan!

Tomoyo Daidouji Pictures, Images and Photos

Tomoyo: oh, you're so cool Sakura-chan! Let's go! I have to record this! So that i can give it to Konata-san. (for the news report)

*Sakura and Tomoyo went to Kurogane*

Kurogane: eh? A gift for Yukito? hm... How about a sword?

Sakura: (i think we asked the wrong person) oh, nevermind, Kurogane-san. But thank you for answering our question! we'll leave now...

*Sakura and Tomoyo left*

Kurogane: Am i not good? I really think sword suits him...

Tomoyo: oh don't worry, Sakura-chan. I think asking guys is not good. How about girls. Maybe they can help.

Sakura: yeah...

*Sakura and Tomoyo hears a Violin tune*

sakura and tomoyo1 Pictures, Images and Photos

Sakura: Huh? What's that?
Tomoyo: A Violin? The sounds coming from there.

*Sakura and Tomoyo walk ahead*

*concentrating*

Sakura: Hino-san!

Kahoko: Ah! you surprised me. Is there anything you need?

Sakura: Ah, i'm sorry, maybe i disturbed you. But i just want to ask something about giving a guy a gift. What can you suggest?

Kahoko: Hm... i dont know. But maybe you can give him a home made chocolate. Or bracelet, necklace... something like that. We'll that's what i think.

Sakura: That's great!

Kahoko: Oh, and a book is also fine. I think it really suits him.

Sakura: T-thank you, Hino-san...

Kahoko: Good Luck then! I'm going to practice again. Bye!

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Tomoyo: Kahoko-san is nice,ne.

Sakura: Yeah, you're right. So, let's go and buy a gift! i think book suit him too!

Angel Tomoyo Pictures, Images and Photos

Tomoyo: Is that so. Then let's go!

Yukito: Huh? Sakura-chan?
(sorry, i cant find some icons of Yukito)

Sakura: Ekk!!! Y-Yukito-san!

Yukito: Sakura-chan, Merry Christmas. See you tomorrow okay. And bring Shaoran-kun with you.

Sakura: H-HAI!!!

*Yukito left*

Tomoyo: Anoh, is it all right to bring Li-kun along?

Sakura: Sure, i don't mind though.

*at Shaoran's place*

Syaoran & Sakura Pictures, Images and Photos

Sakura: Huh?
Shaoran: eh?

Sakura: Ah, e-toh... Do you want to come to Yukito's birthday party tomorrow?
Shaoran: Yukito-san? Sure, why not.

Sakura: Okay, that's all. See you.

*the next day*

letter from Yukito:
"Dear Sakura-chan,
Im sorry the party is declined.
You're brother Touya kidnapped me
and look, we're here alone in a deserted island
but its very beautiful.
here's a photo

he said that he loves me!
ooooo
(blush)
okay now see you next week Sakura-chan!
oh and Merry Christmas!

-Yukito"

*note: Just imagine that Sakura was shocked. i cant find any pictures of her being shocked

*sakura, shaoran and tomoyo we're shocked*

Tomoyo: Then i guess he's taken huh...

*Sakura and Shaoran still shocked*

-END-

ahh...
gomen gomen...
not good huh...
i cant think of a good plot!!!
but merry Christmas to everyone!
^^

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Chat part 4- News Report!

POSTED ON Thursday, December 17, 2009 AT 9:25 PM \\

PART 4
NEWS REPORT

extra 1: Is everything ready?
extra 2: Hai!
extra 1: Then...

konata izumi Pictures, Images and Photos

Konata: Ohayou, Konnichiwa, Konbanwa Minna-san! Its Me Konata Izumi, of course an Otaku! Im here to give you some Reports of course about Anime World!!! Let's Start!!!

Konata Pencil Pictures, Images and Photos

Konata: First is... ah... etoh... ah!
Tadah!
*Konato shows an image of Fairy Tail*

Kobato: This is "Fairy Tail". Its an Ongoing series that started on October 12, 2009 and right now, its has 10 episodes! The author of this story or manga is Mashima Hiro-san! Though his drawings kind of reminds me of One Piece. Oh and we have a guest!!! Come on in, Lucy-chan!