today... i.. met with my cosplay friend.
FYI it's a he.

before i left, i changed my normal casual clothes.. i wore glasses.
so before i left my dad asked me who am i going to meet with, to be honest it was supposed to be Celline, a girl. But she cancelled our meeting so i had no choice but to hang out with Carl. fuck i just said his name.

anyway.. so i left. after i arrived in SM... an hour later.. I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN MY FATHER KNEW THAT I WAS GOING TO MEET WITH A GUY! FUCK!
i mean.. come on!! He's just a friend.. damn.. you don't trust your child.

Then when he arrived i approached him [cuz i was at the food court]
then uh.. we looked around. where did we went again? oh we ate first.
he treat me to Jollibee.. ==" while talking to him.. i was about to cry. cuz of what my father just did.
I leaned my head down and was about to cry.
anyway.. he bought a Chicken Joy for me and an Ice Cream!! *A* but.. i didn't eat a while.. cuz i started crying.
he said i should stop crying... he even tried to give me a fries. LOL!

Oh and i told him if he has a girlfriend he said no. Then i said what about Aya? isn't she your GF? he said no cuz they already broke up last 19 of May. he was so depressed that day he said.

then after that i started eating the food he treated for me.. I DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO FINISH IT!! [just the ice cream] CUZ IT WAS LIEK I WAS SO FULL!!! i feel so sorry.. PLUS I LOST THE MONEY HE GAVE ME!!! TT^TT

anyway.. after that we went to timezone.. he was.. uh.. trying to hold my hand. and i was like
"Uh..? What?" He just smiled. sigh..
then after that uh.. we played...? Tekken? i always lost. but at times i won but..i think he's trying to lose in purpose. He's even trying to hold my hand.. sigh..

oh and at times.. he would hold my arm kinda.. tight and.. sometimes pinch me lightly.

Oh and.. while we're at Timezone.. he was.. trying to uh.. take a prize. when he got one.. he gave them to me immediately. Then after that he said we should look around. So i told him if we can visit a bookstore first. so we did..

Then after that we looked around again. we went to the top floor. he played uh.. what's this? Pump and ...? something. i just... kept looking at him cuz.. LOL! i dunno what to play~

then after that we went to the other side of the place. we...? i mean he played something like basketball and if he shoots he gets a prize. i asked for whom is the prize? i thought it for the kids cuz those kids parents are asking him to shoot for them. After he had the prize he said
"Joke! This was really for you!" i said "WHAT!? WHY!? You're giving me too much already!" then he said
"Just take it. It's really for you" so.. i had no choice.. ==" he was being too kind to me.

then i thought we should go home cause i need to talk to my dad. then he asked where's the Food Court. i said we just passed it already. then we went back then. We sit and he let me.. hear his... uh.. Korean songs.
i was.. too close to him.. ==" and.. he keeps touching my hair.. he also keeps my fringe is cute! *A*

then suddenly i thought "I should tell him. No problem"
then i said "Hey.. you don't like me anyway? Right?" then he said "I do."
then i was liek "HUH?" then i said "Huh? oh... uh.. you mean as a friend right?"
Then he said "No. i do like you."

i was so shocked!! i can't believe that my weird thoughts are so right!! FIGURE'S WHY HE'S SO KIND TO ME SINCE LAST SATURDAY!

then i said "....? Why? Why do you like me?" he said "Don't ask about it anymore..."
i also keep saying "You're serious? really?" then he said yeah he is serious.
then i said "What about your GF? Aya?" then he said "We're really break already. They just don't believe me"
so i just took a deep breath cuz.. i really can't believe it.
then he suddenly said "It wouldn't be really nice if he told me that he likes me on the net so it has to be personal" then i just took another deep breath.

[man.. i'm tired from crying]

so then after that.. uh.. we walked out.
then i said "I'm sure your feelings for me will fade too."
then he said "Hmm. I don't think so."
then i said again "I'm sure there are better girls out there.
he said "Well.. what can i do? You're the one i like..."
then i was just "Oh... i see." [i was actually surprised and actually said 'Grabe yon.']

so then.. we rode a jeep.
HE TREATED ME AGAIN!! OH MAN!! DON'T BE TOO NICE TO ME! DON'T FINISH YOUR MONEY JUST FOR ME!
then while we're about to go home.. whee.. ==" he.. kinda uh.. hold my hand.
and i was like "Whoa."
so then.. i left him. and off he goes~

then as i went home my dad got mad at me.
he thought that guy was my boyfriend but no.
he said i should stop cosplaying. i was so mad that i cried so much at my room.

as i cried.. i suddenly fell asleep.

then when i woke up.. my dad knocked at my door. and my mom wants to talk to me through the phone.
she said why did i met with him? i said he's a friend from a cosplay group.
then she said i don't fucking know him so why meet him? then she suddenly said i should stop using the net and cosplaying then i cried so much again.

then my father talked to me and this shit and that.
i can't keep up already so i just apologized cuz i lied.
my dad hugged me while i was crying so much [i still want to cry right now though]
man...
anyway.. he said it'll be fine.
i can still use the net but not that long anymore.

so today.. while typing this.. i was talking to him.
sigh..
he said he already uh.. missed.. uh.. me.. so .. much.
sigh.. i don't really feel anything. but he told me he'll wait. [i won't be looking forward for that though, i'm just gonna make myself sad]

so.. that's it. i'm gonna cry again at my room.
later~

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings

Today was my first cosplay photoshoot~ ;3 it was an open photoshoot though.
i cosplayed Makise Kurisu epically fail. =="
I FORGOT MY NECKTIE!!! TT^TT DA FUQ WAE!?

anyway.. i went to Ninoy Aquino Parks and Wild Life~ :3
i was wearing my casual outfit with my Mario Cap and glasses. :3
when i first arrived there i was like "Ohh..."

then i tried looking for my fellow cosplayers. :3
when i saw them.. i went there kinda haggard. LOL!
so there.. i met uh.. Nikka, Carl and Dave. [Dave was the main admin]
Nikka-san was so nice. Carl was.. kinda cute. he's very nice too and kind to me.

so.. there was this Photog who took a pic of me in my casual outfit.. >/////< IT'S SO EMBARRASSING!!
they said i'm so pretty and photogenic.. ( ; _ ; ) wae!? I HATE COMPLIMENTS!!! REALLY! i'm not used to it.. i like bringing myself down. [WHOA!! DID I JUST ADMIT I'M A MASO!? NUUUU!!!]

so after a random and casual shoot.. Nikka-san, Carl and I changed our outfits. THE BOYS HAS THEIR OWN MIRROR WHILE THE GIRLS HAVE NONE!!!! it was so hard.. >< =="

so then.. we went out with out outfits.. lala~
i also kept on uh.. tripping myself all over!! *A*
there was once that i almost really fell.. i hold Nikka-san's and Carl's arm~ HAHA

so then after that, the mini shoot starts.. first there was a group picture but then.. i find it awkward so i walked away.. ==" (that's so mean right?) so i just rested.

so while i was resting.. Carl and Dave-san kept on talking to me.. like that..
i'm still embarrassed though. i'm not used to those stuff.. plus i'm still a noob.

[OH YEAH~ THERE WAS THIS CUTE YUZURIHA INORI COSER!!]

oh enough of that, we we're there for a long while. i was really bored and tired.
then suddenly some photogs called me and said it's my turn.. WHOA!! THAT WAS SCARY!! *A*
but then lots of Photogs took photos of me~ sigh.. that was really embarrassing and tiring.. ( ; _ ; )

then after i left.. a sudden photog called me and asked me to pose like this and that!! IT WAS REALLY EMBARRASSING!! *A* plus he hates smiling in his pics~~ it was cool though.. :3 he showed me one~ :3

so then another photog called me and lets me pose some stuff~ XDD then that first photog came back and said "PERFECT!" LOL! XDD then after that.. we went home~ NOO! NOT YET!!

after that, i changed my clothes. except for the wig. i left it be.. it's so.. lazy to put it back plus my bag's so messy. so then.. we rested in the park for a while.

then suddenly Carl said he would treat us to Natsumonogatari~ i really wanna go though.. [cuz i just wanna swim. =="] but i really can't. cuz i already cosplayed for 2 straight days. my dad would be really mad. [unlike my mom~ tch.] Carl kept on insisting.. but even if i wanted to go.. i really can't. plus.. i dunno how to commute at the meeting place. i think it's said to be in Monument something. so while they we're chatting.. i suddenly feel sleepy so.. i.. kinda sleep. with Carl's sword leaning onto it.. Carl poked me on the neck~ LOL! so i woke up~ whee.. what can i do.. i was so tired.

on our way to SM North.. everyone was chatting.. except me of course lol. i dunno what to say. then.. suddenly.. i.. notice uh..  sigh.. Carl.. i think he's taking stolen pics of me.. ==" why did i say that? cuz.. i kinda notice that his CP was.. focused on me.. [i should have looked at him and say "what?"]

so then.. after that.. we went to SM North. we just ate there~ :3 and it's their treat.. AND I KINDA FEEL RESPONSIBLE TO IT SO I FINISHED IT!! *A*
anyway.. while eating.. i accidentally touched the hot surface.. >< IT'S REALLY HOT!! *A* Carl said i should be careful cuz it's really hot. (the food was really good though~ it was sizzling~ :3 the name though.)

then after that.. they chatted again.. while me.. uh.. there.. just listening. LOL
suddenly Carl borrowed Nikka-san's earphone and his MP3 player was HELLO KITTY!! LOOL! XD
then suddenly he plugged the other half of the earphone to my ear! WHOA! i was surprised!

then he just smiled.. i think he was saying something but.. i can't hear it cuz the music was so loud. then he suddenly changed the song into a korean song.. I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN I HEARD BOYFRIEND or maybe GIRLFRIEND!! *A* my heart was suddenly worried.. ==" i dunno the title.. (but maybe i can ask him later) OHMYGOSH!! I JUST FOUND THE SONG!! it's titled "Boyfriend" by i dunno.. but it was this song: http://youtu.be/m0e3hTr0WO4 I EVEN FOUND THE EIGO LYRICS!! http://boyfriendboyband.wordpress.com/boyfriend-lyrics/ damn.. when i read the lyrics i was soooo shocked.. =="
anyway.. continuing my story... that was the first song he let me hear. the second song.. i forgot. LOL! and the third one was.. Love ya i think. i asked him "what did you say?" then he said "Love ya!" i just smiled and was shocked again. <--- feeler girl.

sigh.. ==" i'm so worried.. =="

anyway.. after that we're about to go home [i mean me.]
then Carl said we'll go to Trinoma to wait for me to go home.. Nikka-san said why not here instead? Carl said just JUST That. =="
so then we went to Trinoma~ On our way there.. I SAW SEA ...? sea lions? no. but a family of them~ :3 with huge fangs! THEY'RE SO ADORABLE!!!

then after that we went to Trinoma terminal i think.. then Dave-san asked me what am i going to ride, i said Jeep. then Carl said Jeep? why? use FX instead. then i said i don't have money anymore.. then he said don't worry about it! HE SAID HE'LL TREAT ME!! *A*

so then we we're there.. they waited for another batch. so then when the other batch arrived.. i walked and Carl gave me money.. WHOA!! WHUT!? WAE!? NO! I DON'T NEED IT!! I STILL HAVE MONEY!! But he insist.. ==" so i just took it. but i didn't used it~ LOL! I'll return it to him~ :3 i'll just have to take care of it and hide it carefully.. or else my brother would steal it! *A*

so when i'm inside the FX, Dave-san said take care and so is Carl~ So i just waved at them~
then off i go home.. =="

while i was on the FX.. i kept on thinking about Carl's doings.. ==" IT REALLY MADE ME WORRIED!
sigh.. until now though..

so that's it.. for the pics.. probably on my FB account.. =="

Labels: EVENTS, My Feelings

Vocafusion May 20, 2012~ >< IT WAS MY FIRST TIME IN MOA!!! *A*


it was sooo cool! ><


anyway.. i first went there alone~ after my dad left me, i went to the washroom immediately and remove the clips. :3 then after that i went immediately to buy tickets and went inside. bought a CD immediately and after i finally looked around the whole area, i went out to load my brother's CP.


so i went to the mall next side~ when i entered, i saw FULLYBOOK so i immediately run there and had my shoes fly away from me! LOL! then while i was about to go there, there we're a group of teen guys and told me that i shouldn't run that i should just walk. I just thanked them cuz they helped me took my shoe~ XDD


then after that, i went inside the fully book and look for some manga~ as usual.. they're expensive. BUT I SAW OTHER BOOKS!! *A* i forgot what i saw though.. =="


then after that, i went outside again to look for a booth that sells loads or sumthing.. but i didn't find one.. ==" Humans keep staring on me too. Then those group of guys again saw me.. i think they we're calling me but they we'rent approaching me so i ignore them.. ==" i guess they want a picture. Oh and IT'S MY FIRST TIME SEEING AN ICE SKATING RINK IN PHILS!!


anyway skip with that, i already looked around half of MOA so i went out and checked my brother's cp, IT ALREADY HAS LOAD! FUCK!!! so i went inside the SMX again and lalala~


few minutes later when i was watching the program, i girl approached me and asked to take a picture of me~ of course as a cosplayer i can't reject. So while taking a photo, William suddenly poked me, when i saw him i was  liked "OMG WILLIAM!! I'M SO GLAD YOU CAME!!" then i huggu him~ LOL! then the girl was waiting for me~ LOL! the after that she gave me her card to check the pic~ HAHA~


so then i wasn;'t along anymore~ XD YAY FOR ME!! i was soooo feeling forever along there you know! TT^TT then after that we looked around the place again and went out and had a rest. until i saw William's sibs and his uncle. (Oh yeah.. i also saw the cosplay group that i was part of but i didn't approached them, i was too shy~ ==")


then after that we went to the back of SMX and whoa~ LOTS OF PHOTOGS!! *A* i also got to see Mayden Ong~ >< but i didn't get to hear her sing!! >< damn!
Then i was so OP then that i went back to William. Then after that, Wilvena took me there and started taking pics of me.. >< UNTIL LOTS OF PHOTOGS CAME AND TOOK A PHOTO OF ME TOO!! I WAS SOOOOOO EMBARRASSED! >/////<


then after that while some photogs we're taking pics of me, one of the member of the group i was part in said 
"hey~ are you (my real name)?" then i said yes then he shaked my hand and said he's one of the Cosplay Society members and the other member Dave approached me too and shaked my hand too~ >< they're so friendly but i hate him. LOL! then they took a photo of mee~ >/////<


Oh and WIlliam's uncle keep on taking photos of me!! *///////* it's so embarrassing ~ BUT I WAS SOOOO UGLEEH!! then after that, Wilvena dragged me along with them and lalala~


that's it. :3


i went home cuz my dad came earlier than i thought. then we ate at Jollibee (while i'm still cosplaying)


so there you have it~ :3




i really had fun but.. it was kinda boring too.. =="
OH AND I HAD A PICTURE WITH JILLIAN ONGSIP!! OMG! ❤ she was so small but.. SHE'S SO CUTE! ❤ 


for the pictures.. i'll post them next time. but i have a few on my twitter account. :3

Labels: EVENTS

hello~ just got my hair rebonded.
i kinda hate it.. a little. [IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!]
aww man.. i wish my fringe would grow fast... =="

anyway.. my experience being rebonded.. DAMN! IT WAS SUCH A PAIN!!! -dies-
you have to sit there waiting.. ==" for your hair to be done.

and now my hair has a color.. TT^TT kinda red like.. they said it's cellophane and it will be gone soon but.. TT^TT

anyway.. this is how i look now.
this photo was taken today. i put some make up on cuz my mom and i went to the grocery and bought cosmetics stuff for cosplay.

i look like sadako. haha~ Sunako-chan, Sawako-chan.. xD
if only my hair is colored.. maybe i would look like Go Hye Mi too! XDD

Labels: Extra:

I just got my WIG today~ ><
YAY FOR ME! XD

anyway, today's Mother's Day. i didn't greet my mom.. =="

So we went to the mall, waited for a while until a guy approached me. He gave me his wig. AND ASKED TO TAKE MY PICTURE!! *A* it's so embarrassing. ==" oh well.

then after that, we chatted a little lol!! he kept questioning me. HAHA! AND HE WON'T STOP REPLYING TOO~~~!!!
i even suddenly remember Sket Dance's episode 57 where Himeko & Bossun (who we're unaware that they are Pudding-san and Samurai-san) keep sending messages each other~ LOL! XDD
so then i thought i should end this. i gave him my twitter & fb account if he wanna chat me. :3

so there, my mom and i went to the department store. she didn't liked anything. so i bought her a slipper instead. and i treat her to a fast food chain. we went to chowking for a change. i ordered a pancit canton and a halo-halo. then we went down and my mom bought a clothes and a shoe~ :3

so then we went home. :3

that's all for today. LOL

Labels: EVENTS

just this morning.. i had a really sad dream.
in my dream, we live in the countryside with my family.
we have a farm too. then i have these two close friends (actually they're animals)
and they can talk.
i think one is a chicken (Rooster) and one is a cow i think. or a dog..? dunno.
i was so close with them and told them my everything.

then one time, we had a celebration and because of that, i forgot about them.
when i reach home, i was looking for them, with my reward.
then i can't find them so i ate first.
Then i looked for them again and i saw that they we're dead already. (cuz it was the food that i just ate)
i was so shocked that i wanted to puke!!
then i told my mom "MOM!!! WHY THE HELL DID YOU COOK MY FRIENDS!?"
Then my Mom said "Why!? They are our food after all. You like them anyway."


Then i walked out and cried so hard, then my brain in my dream said
I have to wake up


And so i wake up crying so hard.

weird isn't? but it's really sad.. it's like.. i just betrayed my dearest friends.

anyway today.. i was supposed to get my wig today. i even wore my costume.
then when we're at SM already.. he didn't came.. so i didn't get the chance to go to the Ucai Photocraze.. ( ; _ : ) i was really really sad.. ( ; _ ; )
oh well maybe next time.

That leaves the last event (for me) this May.
VocaFusion this May 20.

Labels: Extra:

today, my friend Clariz and I watched The Avengers! :3

so i went to SM Fairview~ ^^ i was with my mom.
but that just happened to be that my mom is going to SM too so yeah~ :3

anyway, The Avengers is SOO COOL! *A*
My fave characters there we're Captain America, Thor & Iron Man! ><
Captain America is such a hawtie and so is Thor! ><
And Iron man is such a genius~ actually.. i just like his suit!! >< HIS SUIT IS SOOO COOL!!

Then Hulk is so funny~ LOL! They kinda added few gags there~ XDD
i really find it funny when Loki said something like STOP!!!!!!
then he had his speech then suddenly Hulk smashes him~ PFFT! XDD
Hulk was like an innocent boy who just wants to play SMASH! XDD

Then that girl i think uh.. Natasha? SHE'S SO COOL!! *A*

anyway enough about that.
i was supposed to get my wig but when i asked that shop.. i may get it on Friday or Saturday.. ><
I NEED THE WIG SATURDAY!!
AND I JUST DISCOVERED THAT THEY HAVE AN ON HAND KOBATO-CHAN WIG!! TT^TT
I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT IT FIRST BEFORE THAT KUSHINA-SAN WIG!! TT^TT

oh well.. at least my Kushina-san wig has lots of uses~ :3
I can cosplay Erza-san~ Juon Kiku and others~ :3
Since i will be receiving my red wig soon~ Maybe i should add Erza-san to be cosplans.

but jeez~ after that, i'm gonna buy my cloth for Kushina-san.
THEN I'LL LET IT SEW TOO!! TT^TT TOO MANY TO BUY! TT^TT

so today~ i bought a xxxHolic manga volume 15. and a black sweater~ :3
that black sweater is perfect for my future cosplays~ XDD
sigh.. so another school girl huh.. =="

Labels: EVENTS

okay so i'll start with..
May 1, 2012
Tuesday

after my mom & dad got mad at me, i locked myself at my room. (that happened April 30)
so the moment i woke up, i didn't leave my room. and i started reading all my mangas.
so i wasn't really that bored..

they also knocked at my door and i was liek.. "....."
oh and that also means i didn't took a bath. LOL

May 2, 2012
Wednesday

the same thing too.
i forgot what really happened.. =="

to be honest.. i wrote it in a paper... so.. yeah.


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DAMN IT!! I FORGOT WHAT HAPPENED!! *A*
i'll just scan it~ ;3 bye bye! LOOOL! XD

Labels: 1 week of Memories...