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Weird Dream..

POSTED ON Monday, May 30, 2011 AT 4:28 PM \\

Okay i'm posting a new one again.. =="
just wanna share what i had dreamed just a while ago~

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The setting was on my new school.. but the even was like after few months already.

There's this guy named Christian. i don't know why and who he is... but.. it seems he really knows me a lot. =="

in my dream.. we're at the scene we're i was.. talking that i forgot.

Then suddenly, my (unknown friends from my dream) said "Why don't you answer him already? Tell him your feelings"

Then i said "Huh why? What's going on?"

Then i saw that Christian guy crying.

Then suddenly i said "I'm sorry.. Studying is my first priority"

then he said "Well we can do something about that, can we?"

Then i said "i'm sorry..."

Then i cried and sit down on the ground and covered my face. then i said

"Why.. i don't understand.. why do you like someone like me!?"

Then he said "I'm sorry" then he hugged me.

Few minutes later, those unknown friends leave us alone.

So there.. he sits on the long couch.. and began to sleep. Then me, i was starring at some place that i don't know.

Then after a while, i sit beside him, but at the edge of the couch and began to sleep too.

Then on my dream (the part where i was sleeping) i had another dream too!!!

it was weird and kinda messy~ suddenly on the couch i was sitting, it exploded then i said

"CHRISTIAN!?"

Then he's gone, i looked around and there are people there. the people there are my parents. and few friends of my brothers.

I said "What happened? Where's everybody?"

then they said "Who?"

"you.. don't remember?" i said..

then it seems they really don't know anything.

then i cried and my mom said "it's time to eat."

then i said "this isn't where i'm suppose to be..."

she said.. "i don't know what you're talking about. But if you want to return to wherever that place is.. maybe in that place you thought you'd lose everyone and just wanted to be alone so you won't be hurt if ever someone you care about we're gone.."

then i realized something and said "thank you.."

then i went at the back and said "Please give me a chance..."

then the phone rings.. i answered it, and it was talking to me in Japanese!

it said "Wakatte masu ka?"

then i said "Hai.. wakatte masu.."

"Omae wa doko?"

"shiranai.. Kono sekai de.. watashi ni.. ieranai..."

(dunno what i was saying.. i don't even know if it's Japanese. But i think what i was trying to say there is that "This world is not for me.. it's too sad")

Then she said "souka..."

then there are 3 books that appear. it seems to be like a One Piece manga volume.. (LOL!)

then i said.. i'm at this part.. then i was sent there.. then i was back to the beginning.

I was with Christian then i think i hugged him there..

Then change settings~

I was at my new school.. Christian was there too..

we're in different class. so Classes are about to start.

Oh yeah~ that time, it's like i just transfered.

I was looking for my classroom.. i went to the 4th floor and saw my classroom.

i introduced myself and saw my old classmate. the guy whose really annoying.

The place seems to be really dark and too monochrome.. oh well..

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Okay so that was the dream i had this morning.. it's kinda sweet yet weird.. and kinda dramatic. WELL ALL DREAMS ARE WEIRD!!!

And yesterday i think.. i had a dream too...

i really liked it a lot.. but.. LOL! XDD

guess i'll share it.

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Yesterday.. i had a dream.

it's weird but.. the setting was unknown. and there are few "Kung-fu Panda" chara's there.. XDD

(maybe cause i wanna watch that movie. Kung-fu Panda 2~ XDD)

but mostly are anime characters.

hmm.. what i remember are..

Tokyo Majin x Tsubasa Chronicles x SKET Dance

So i was with Misato Aoi and Sakura-hime. We we're talking about school.

oh and my attire that time is a simple shirt with a Black Mokona bag.. :3

Then suddenly, Sakura-hime took my bag and began to throw it~ she thought it was fun.

They played with it then i told her "uh.. please don't forget that my PSP is in there... -sweatdrop-"

then they just had fun.

Few minutes later, a guy with red all over his clothes (SKET DANCE ep. 1)

was with running~
I dunno what exactly happened.. or should i say, i forgot.

I don't really remember much anymore..

But Hiyuu-kun was there too, he's so kind. -blush-

Oh in the end.. Bossun solved the case. XD
And.. i was one of the Suspects.. ==" Me, Misato-san, Sakura-hime, Himeko-chan & Switch-kun..

Then Switch-kun said, "I have no idea"
And he was wearing kinda like Kappa thing. LOLZ! XDD
He was also in the pond.

Then while Bossun while explain, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHY!!
BUT I HOLD SWITCH-KUN'S HAND!!! *//////o////////*
Switch-kun was surprised, but he holded my hand too... *//////o///////*
THE HELL WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT!?
I was surprised as well that i just smiled.. *O*

Then when we're about to go, he left my hand~ sheesh~ >/////<
so embarrassing!

At first it was Hiyuu-kun's hand.. >////<

Then Change settings.. suddenly i click the remote control. and the big screen just turned off, It was Kung Fu Panda that time.. LOLZ! XDD
Then after that~ i was like.. in a scary temple with a maze in it that i don't know what happened anymore.

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There you go~ phew.. finally done. XDD

they're so weird deshou? =="

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S I G H ' E D ~ =="

POSTED ON Thursday, May 26, 2011 AT 2:02 PM \\

Yo there! It's been a while.. ==" sheesh~ am i really the unluckiest person alive? sigh...

why did i say that? cause last uh~ i forgot.

we went to school and i got my results. and you know what? I GOT 28 OUT OF 72 ITEMS!! `TE HELL WITH THAT!!!!!!

I really can't believe i got such an awful score!!! YEAH!! REALLY!!!! >< i always study seriously and this is what i get!!! DAMN!!!! but the school discipline councilor said they can still accept me, thanks to my high grades from my old school.. =="

Then after that, they said i am required to have a TUTOR!! THE HELL WHY!! I'VE NEVER HAD THAT EVER IN MY LIFE!!! sigh~ this is so terrible.. -sniff-

Then few days later, we finally enrolled there. so yeah at first kinda excited but.. when i saw the paper (thanks to my brother) I AM STUCK WITH SECTION B!!!!!!

NUUUU!!! THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED!!! I TRANSFERED TO THAT SCHOOL TO BE WITH HER!!!!! (she's in section a)

-sniff- i really wanted to cry that time and beg for them to let me in Section A.. but i can't.. they said it's DAMN REQUIRED AGAIN!!!! sheesh~ fuck that school.. =="

so yeah, i'm stuck with a class full of FLIRTS & BULLIES!!! sigh~

AND I WAS STUCK ON BOARD GAMES CLUB TOO!!!!!

Sheesh! THE HELL!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT FUCKING SCHOOL!!!! WE CAN'T CHOOSE OUR CLUBS IF IT ISN'T THE START OF SCHOOL YET!!! augh~ sigh~ now i have to survive.. -sniff-

i'll be a total loner again... again.. and forever..

Sumeragi Taiyou // Minamoto Kazuya // Kiyama Aoi // Emiya Hikaru // Hanato Kobato

05-26-11

Thursday

My mom's mom died on May 24th...

Labels: 1 week of Memories..., EVENTS, My Feelings

.: A S H I T A :.

POSTED ON Monday, May 16, 2011 AT 12:43 AM \\

TOMORROW WILL BE THE END OF EVERYTHING!

***Joke. XD

What i'm trying to say,

GOOD LUCK TO MEE!!!! TT^TT

-SumeragiTaiyou // Minamoto Kazuya // Kiyama Aoi // Emiya Hikaru // Hanato Kobato

05-15/16-11

SUNDAY

TT^TT

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E X C i T E D ! ! !

POSTED ON Thursday, May 5, 2011 AT 11:40 PM \\

MINNA! I AM SO EXCITED THAT I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

I'M EXCITED TO HAVE A NEW HAIR CUT!
I'M EXCITED ON MAY 8!!!!!

KYAA!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!? >O<

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