Goodbye

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POSTED ON Monday, October 31, 2011 AT 10:10 PM \\

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hello blog.
today.. i realized something again...

i thought.. i can't die yet...
my mother.. i can't let her be in vain. now i have my reason to live. i can't let my mom suffer.
i'll do my best to be a good daughter.

why? because today, Oct. 31, 2011, Monday..., 10-11pm...

my stupid brother came home late...
my mother was so mad, so mad that she tried calling the police then... she cried and suddenly she can't breathe. i was so worried that i don't know what to do... i was scared that she might die.. she was holding her chest like she's having a heart attack...

i was so worried that i want to cry but i can't.... i don't know what to do... i was so so worried... [jeez.. my hands are shaking while typing this...]

i'm a useless daughter.. i should die.. but i can't.. if i did that.. i'm sure my mom will be sad.... i want to commit suicide now but... i really can't!!! argh this is so hard! i really wanted to shout at my stupid brother!!!

mom.. please be okay... i'll be a good girl.. don't die yet...........

i'm so really worried......

FIRST TIME! XD

POSTED ON Saturday, October 29, 2011 AT 7:22 PM \\

HELLO! XDD TODAY IS OCT. 29, 2011. SATURDAY! XD
AND IT'S MY FIRST MOVIE OUTING WITH MY FRIENDS IN MY WHOLE LIFE! XDD

I HAD PICTURES BUT.. XD NEXT TIME! XDD AFTER MY LAPPY GOT FIXED. XD I'LL CENSOR MY PICS IN IT! XDD

WE WATCHED PUSS IN BOOTS. BUT I WANNA WATCH PARANORMAL 3 SO BAD!!! GAH!!! IMMA SO ENVIOUS TO JIGZ AND THE OTHERS.. TT^TT IT LOOKED SO COOL! BUT I'M PRETTY SURE I'LL JUST COVER MY EYES. XDD

HELLO!

POSTED ON Friday, October 14, 2011 AT 6:52 PM \\

Yo there, dear bloggie~ XD

hmm.. today's Friday! XD Tsuna-kun's bday! Hooray for him!
then last Monday, October 10, it's Naruto-kun's, Gin-chan and Xanxus' bday! XDD
nee nee, too bad i can't post my drawing.. TT^TT my mom's lappy is currently fixing it right now.. TT^TT maybe next time.. too bad nee.. oh well.. i just made freebies instead~ XD
it's on my croll account: CROLL FREEBIE PAGE~ :3 just take some if you like.. i update them whenever i made new freebies nee.. so take them while it's there~ XD

anyway~ imma gonna post what happened today! ^^
so here i go~

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October 14, 2011

Friday

we had our Symposium~ :3

it's kinda fun~ History is really interesting~ :3

and it's the only subject where i'm good at.. sigh~

after that~ hmm.. i~ once again.. failed my Math seatwork.. UGH!

sigh~ imma sad nee.. =="

then what else?

-thinks-

oh~ Lunch came~

i was.. reviewing my History cuz we have a quiz.. so i went out of the classroom, walking while reviewing. while i was walking slowly, there's this 4th year guy kinda touched my sleeve.. i dunno who.. but i have my doubts..

i think it's that handsome guy.. i just dunno his name nee.. he's.. kinda cute..

then i looked around.. and of course.. they'd ignore me.. oh well.

then while i was walking.. i happen to pass by with Sandra (?), she patted me and said

"Don't worry, the History quiz is just easy!" then she smiled, i also smiled and just nodded.

then i suddenly heard someone said

"She's so pretty, right?"

i dunno who she meant.. but anyway~

i went to the canteen and saw Clariz with the others~ lalalala~ XD

then there~ XD

as soon i get back to the classroom~ i was like

"KYAA! >////< I WANNA SEE HIM!!!"

OHMYGOSH!!! *A* `mi hubby~ imma sorry~ i'm not betraying you!! ><

so there~ lalalala~ XDD

that's all~ XD

i got lazy nee~ XD

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hello there~ :3

POSTED ON Saturday, October 8, 2011 AT 9:06 PM \\

yo! XD It's been SOOOO a while~ geez.. i haven't been updating my blog nee.. =="
i've been so busy lately.. and cuz of that.. i won't be updating what just happened last last time.. guess why?
CUZ DUH! I DEFINITELY FORGOT ALREADY!

so anyways~ he's i go~ i'll start from.... YESTERDAY! and some fragrance of my memory.. GET IT!?
jah ike mashou~

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Oct. 7, 2011

1st Friday of the Month

HALF DAY..

oh sorry..

since it's the 1st Friday, of course it's half day day.

CLUB day..

anyway.. that morning.. i was.. feeling weak and i just wanted to seat down. after that, i eat cookies but it wasn't enough to earn some energy. so i just went to my club and... rested.

my energy restored a little.

then we had another tournament. and i lost on my first round... TT^TT

that's terrible.. sigh~

then dismissal [DISMISSAL ALREADY!?]

Clariz told me to visit St.Jo~ but i have no money..

then Nicole joined us, so yeah..

we also had a long walk.. and it's just the three of us! Yay! all girls! XDD

but we don't know where to go~

when we had a stop over at a nearby mall, we saw our other friend. Andrea.

so yeah~ the 4 of us chatted for liek 30 minutes in front of the mall. LOL! XDD

then we decided to go to the Ice Cream store. we have to ride a transporter for that. so yeah~

we eat ice cream.. i just ordered water.. XD i don't have money.. XDD

after few hours we went home. but then i saw some St.Joseph students outside, so Clariz, Andrea and I went to St. Jo~

there we once again saw Ernest, lalalala~

then finally~ i saw Gold!!!! *A* and Michelle too~

geez~ a lot of changed there.. =="

then lalala~ we talked i think another 30 minutes.. so Gold wanted to go to my house so yeah~

Andrea and the Clariz went home.

Gold told me a lot of secret! AND FUCK! I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WOULD DO THAT!!! I REALLY CAN'T!!!

but it happened.. so yeah~

she told me that!!! >< sigh~ she had a relationship..

and it's up to you with what kind of relationship...

i told her, maybe if i'm still there.. she wouldn't have a relationship.. TT^TT and with that kind of relationship~ sigh~ and me.. still single..

.....

YEAH YEAH I KNOW! I'M UGLY AND I HAVE SOOO NO FUCKING APPEALS!!!

so anyway.. she and THAT person kissed~ sigh~

and you know what!? when we met during the Film Showing, she and THAT person are in a relationship!!! GAH!!! *A* sigh~

i was.. sad for her.. I FORCED HER TO TRANSFER TO MY SCHOOL! IF SHE DID THAT! I'LL POSTPONE MY SUICIDE!!! *A* AND SHE'LL GET HIGH GRADES IN MATH! SHE MIGHT HAVE 85 IN IT! UNLIKE ON HER CURRENT SCHOOL, SHE GOT 78!!! *A*

luckily i transferred school.. XD

Oct. 8, 2011

Saturday

[Naruto-kun's birthday is near! XD And so is Tsuna-kun's!!! >:3 we hafta celebrate! >:3]

i just watched BLOOD-C and Ao no Exorcist..

Ao no Exorcist is so touchy~ TT^TT too bad it's going to end already!! TT^TT

and BLOOD-C TOO!!!!

I DECIDED TO LIVE! WHY!? CUZ I WANTED TO WATCH BLOOD-C'S MOVIE WHICH WILL BE RELEASED NEXT YEAR, ON MAY 26[?] 2012!!! *A*

so to my dear friends! 安心しろよ! >:3

my death will be postponed! XD Maybe next year.. definitely next year! >:3 i'm gonna die for sure! XDD

KYAA! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT FUCKING MOVIE!!! I HAFTA WATCH IT!!! -drools!

so today guys~ i'm gonna watch Sket Dance, Gintama 2011, Working 2, Persona 4 the Animation, Kimi to Boku, PH Brain: Kami no Puzzle, and maybe Shakugan no Shana III~ :3

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so that's it for for today! XD

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