Hey there. =="
this happened yesterday.

my mom and dad went to our dad's province. and i didn't come with them. and so is my brother. well..
it's really annoying there. i hate dad's province. ugh~ =3="

i was resting too.. my 2 day rest from computer. =="
my head was so like "killin'" me you know.. =="
and it still hurts today.

anyway, we had a babysitter.
i was so annoyed at her. especially when she closed my laptop! AUGH!
I WAS SO TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP MY LAPPY OKAY! AND NOW IT"S BACK TO HOW IT WAS! UGH! DAMN IT!

i was so annoyed that i just went outside. with our dog.

oh yeah, i finally bought a pack of papers. :3


that's all.. =="

oh yeah, she bought her children too. ==" especially the younger one. =="
he's so annoying. i really hate children. ==" sorry about that..

but really, i hate kids. i don't know how to deal them.. =="

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Heya! About the title.. =="
i had this weird dream.
It happened just this morning (April 22, 11)

okay.. so.. this is what happened to my dream..


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In my dream, my appearance was uh... like a long brown hair. Pretty long hair.
And i was wearing like a Japanese uniform, but not Seifuku.
Like in Special A. yeah.

and my name there was (real name) ...

I was walking around my new school. Suddenly, i walked outside our school.
Then, i was beside a riverside. like in some places in Japan.
Then i saw Celline. (my classmate in real life, but not anymore)

Then she talked to me and said "Hey! Let's go to my sister's school."
so i went with her.

So when we're in that school already, Celline saw her sister then she suddenly disappeared.

So me, i was looking around. I saw a guy, (in my dream, his name is Takishima Kei ==" But he's appearance are different. But their attitude are kinda the same. He's smart too and popular. Actually, when i saw him, he was around with some crowd.)

then i said to myself "Ah! It's Takishima!!"
then i hide somewhere. (i don't even know the hell why i did that! =3=" and my hearts like -doki doki- y'know! ==")
Then suddenly, after he's gone, i saw another friendly guy. i dunno his name.
But his appearance is kinda like brown haired guy. Short hair and kinda cute. (oh yeah, the Takishima Kei is handsome too.)

He talked to me, then blah blah blah.
i told him "Hey, i'm gonna go to the washroom for a while."
then he smiled and waited for me.

As i went out, he told me "Hey!" and smiled. (he was really smiling a lot to me! 0/////0 weird.)
Then when i went out i saw that "Takishima Kei" again.
then i said "Ah, its Takishima"

then he saw me and said "Hikari!?"
he was so surprised. (My name suddenly changed there.. ==" it became Hikari)

Then he grabbed my hand and i said "Wha!? What are you doing Takishima!"
then he said "It's really you!"
he was about to hug me but i pushed him away. (i think..? ==")

I dunno, all i remember, he told me that "I'm going to make you say you love me, again!!"
(=////////= wha.. what the heck is that.. =/////=)
I was surprised of course.. ><"

Then after that, we we're in a gymnasium. That smiling guy is still with me.
i forgot what happened, but i remember, that "Takishima" keeps asking me questions.
I was sitting in front of him too.

Then suddenly, there's this hard question that i don't know.
he said "You'll give up now?"
then i said "LIKE HELL I WILL!!!" <-- Hikari's spirit. XD
I suddenly stood up and point that to him.

Then suddenly, Arjun was there. (my classmate too)


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.....
.......
.........?
AH!!!!

there's something wrong!
okay lemme arrange!

the scene where Celline asks me.. then.. augh! what the heck! i don't understand it anymore!
All i remember, before meeting that "Takishima" guy, i was with my brother. I wanted to go with him, then i saw "Onyok" (my old friend) and since my brother said they have a game, so i was left behind and played with some kids. yes, that's right! Then it suddenly changes scene.


okay, i'll continue.
right after i saw Arjun, the story changed.
there was a game. racing. dunno what.. but i remember climbing in a slide, Arjun was in front of me, then we have balloons with us. Then, we put our balloons then it was like uh..? ==" banana.

Dwy was there too, (my old classmate) and their work is really nice. but it's weird that we won.

then when it's time to eat, we're talking about how we won.
then suddenly Arjun said "We won because of me."
i was like "The heck are you talking about!? Since when we're you like this!?" <--- I was talking to my mind (dream)
soon after i realize, he's not Arjun anymore. a new face. kinda cute.. XD

then suddenly, i saw my parents. i said "AH! My dad!"
i went to him, suddenly, something fell, but i was able to dock (dunno the spelling, as long as you cover your head with your hands, uh.. too hard to explain, like what you do during an earthquake. ugh dunno!)
i was like a sandwich.

Then suddenly something changed (actually, i don't know if i'm in the correct order. i don't care about it anymore. as long as its as a i remember.)

Then, that "Takishima" is back. (not in order)
i was in his house. he has 3 guy friends with him.
I was about to go outside (actually, he wants me to leave)
why? cause it was like, he sneaked me inside his house. i even saw some uh.. you know..? like guards in his house. the only way out is the window below his room.

first, i dunno what i'm doing in his room. but nothing dirty happens. he was just like, talking to me.

then, i wasn't able to go out.. so i hide first. and cause he didn't saw me outside yet, he was worried sick and went down and went to the window. (with a rope.)
then his friends came out and saw me, then they pull "Takishima"
then "Takishima" saw me.

he was like "Kufufufu... HI...KA....RI....!!!" he was so mad.
he was even cracking his hands.
then i said.. "i... I'm sorry..?" then i smiled wryly.

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Okay that's it!
i don't know the end of the story!
my dad woke me up! and i was so pissed! or was it after my dad woke me up that i have this dream?

saa~ =="

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Kyahahaaah! XDD Damn that 'lil bro! XDD he's such a scaredy cat! XDD why if you ask? ROFL! cause just a while ago, he told me


"Nee, neechan, do you know why i want to sleep with you t'day?" -- Bro
"Why?" -- Me
"Remember the scary thing i saw in Facebook? the one like, someone was about to go out on the screen? I still can't forget about it" -- Bro (XDDDDDD)
"......." -- ME!!! XDDDD 

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Kyaa!!! >/////< it was so much fun!
i bought lots of things! Lol~ just few.
and there are already so many cosplayers on its 2nd day! kyaa!

i'm so happy! that was my first time! >< and i heard from the Otaku's there that there will be another Ozine fest on the 1st week of May! kyaa!!! i wanna go too!!!

i have to earn money! this time i'll invite my friend.. and my OL friends! kyaa!


i bought a Hetalia doujinshi, demo its just shounen ai~ ( ; ^ ; ) too bad nee! i was hoping for~ lol! XDD
then i bought 3 DRRR!! pins! of course Shizuo-san's there! ( TT^TT ) i can't find his pin solo~ damn it!

then i saw an Original Album! kyaa! i wanna buy it!
but it's too expensive! TT^TT i also saw a NewType Magazine and the cover is Kobato! kyaa! >< i wanna have it! but it costs too much! TT^TT

i also bought a xxxHOLiC Album! kyaa! so happy!

Lol~ i don't have pics nee.. my CP is such a crap. when i talked to my friend, i'll ask for pics.

too bad i didn't saw my bestie.. ( ; _ ; ) it would've been much fun to spend..


OKAY!!! i finally have pics from my friend! XDD enjoy~ XDD

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Heya! it's me again..

You know.. i had this weird and annoying yet sad dream.

okay~ lemme tell you what it is about...


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This happened Last April 6 i think.
Of course i was sleeping that time.

The only thing i remember was, its summer at our school. we're wearing our Normal clothes. (not school uniform)
then in our Classroom, one of the past advisers of 3rd year was having a good time at our class. i just went inside the classroom, cause i just went to the girls washroom.

My things we're kinda near to the teachers sit. so i went there.

While that teacher was having a good time, suddenly he asked me "What year will you be next year?"
i said "3rd year, sir." then suddenly he told me "Forget about your studies! Don't study anymore!" he said while laughing.

I was surprised that i don't know what to do. i just said "I can't!! I have to fulfill my dream no matter what!" then i suddenly sat down and cry.

Then everyone was staring at me and their faces was like

agh! she's crying again!? what the hell now!?


then a guy went near me and suddenly said

"if you hadn't pulled Judith that time....." then i said "I did that for her sake!"

but then i thought when did i pull her? i can never do that to her.. and why blurt it out of a sudden..


then i just ran outside and continue to cry there until i finally woke up.

when i woke up, i was kinda having a hard time breathing. like i was really running, like in my dream. then suddenly i said "what the heck was that...? that's.... so sad.."

Then suddenly i drop a tear from my 2 eyes.

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after that, i kept thinking about it. i was being negative again and was like

was my dream really that hard to achieve!? what will happen to me!? it's the only thing i want and yet...


so in other words, i was being hopeless....
i wonder what its trying to say... =="

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Heya! it's been a while, Bloggie-chan~ XD
just passing by. :3

okay~ so.. this event happened last Saturday. April 2, 2011, right after my bday. though this is not a bday present okay. it just happen that my family and our neighbors has plans to go outing.

so lemme start! :3

The Taal Volcano, sorry, it was kinda foggy that time. yet hot.

This is on of the places.

This is one of the Souvenir Shops. i bought 4 bracelets.

One of the places as well. But to tell you the truth, i forgot where i took a photo of this.. =="

and this are the food's that we had. i only ate Spag [Spaghetti] oh and the one's who's serving with a brown bag is my mom. lol~ he head was cut out~ XDD

This is where you do the Zip Lining i guess.. not sure about the spelling. Oh and we happen to see our School teachers too! they we're having a vacation as well. almost all of our School teachers! ^^ i saw our Adviser, and i'm so happy to see him one last time. as you may know, i'm transferring so yeah. i'm glad.

This are the Elementary division teachers. i didn't have the chance to picture all of them.

And this~ is the Bird's Eye View when we went to People's Park View. it's on top of Tagaytay. AND IT'S SO DAMN SCARY!!!! my cousin took this pic.. ==" cause i have phobia of heights. I also saw our teachers there once again. XDD they talked to me and my adviser wanted to have a picture with me.. ==" but of course i decline. XD

This is the inside of the People's Park View. :3

And this is the Bird's Eye View from...? ah! Taalvista. a Hotel. we just went there for sight seeing.

This is the Hotel. it's really big, quiet inside.. and kinda fancy too. too formal to be infact! ><" and the person in the middle are my parents. XDD Aw~ too bad i didn't picture the restaurant where we eat.. ==" oh and sorry. i keep skipping, cause.. i find it lazy to tell the story step by step. and there are ton's of pics but.. i kinda get lazy to upload it. Lol~ XDD ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- And so, when we reached home, aw~ i saw our doggie wiggling his tail so cute and it's like about to cry that makes me want to torture! >///< kyaa! XDD i'm kinda yandere type. maybe 10-20%? XDD oh well. that's it. :3 written on April 4, 2011 Monday Tanoshii mi nee~ :3

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