1 Week of Memories...
POSTED ON Wednesday, January 26, 2011 AT 7:35 PM \\
Hello! oh and about the title.. its actually just a two day memories! lol! XDD
anyway~

let's start. :3 i'm still about to do our School Project.


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January 25, 2011
Tuesday

Okay~ lets see.. = ="
i think.. we had our Math Jingle Classroom elimination. Yep~ yeah we did have one. lol!
so okay~ here's how it starts..

i think it was around 9am that time..?
then we we're kinda preparing for the elimination.. but really... our presentation is empty.. = ="

So after a while, we had our recess. i ate my snacks first. then i took out my oreo.. at first i hide it.. but it becomes troublesome. when i took it out, John suddenly said

"Now where is it?"

then he put his hand around mines.

"huh!? it disappeared! oh there it is! hey give me some!" he said..
i said i don't wanna! >3>

then he walked away. then suddenly ivan saw it, then just suddenly, almost everyone saw it! cause i was pissed, (cause i really wanna have it solo) i just gave the whole to them! (THE FUCK!!!!!)
so then Ivan said "Oh okay!" then he took it like a monster and almost ate all! (the hell! i'm gonna kick his ass someday! grr!)
then there.. they just finished it.. well, they did left a lil.. no not a lil.. JUST ONE LEFT!!!!
(THE HECK!!! I"M GONNA CURSE THEM!!!)

then i said "no, you can have it... its just one left anyway.. = ="
so.. sadly, they just ate it.. such monsters.. they don't appreciate things.. = ="

then after that. we went down~ tra la di di da da~♪

Then, nervously, we sat there.. waiting.. and kinda practicing.
then finally! its time. so we had a.. = =" rock paper scissors game. :3
unlucky us, we lost.. so we got in first..

and you know what! we just stand there!!! TT^TT that's so embarrassing! TT^TT
then after that, Ivan want me to accompany him, so i followed him. 

then i went back... standing.. i can't.. = =" well.. to hard to explain. while standing for a minute, a senpai talked to me and said 

"Hi missy~" --- he smiled at me and waved! lol! he's always like that! XDD he did that to me last year too! XDD

but then i just ignored him, lol! by the way, he's Chino... XDD

then after a while, i was watching the other section's presentation.. aw~ their's are so much better than ours. then after another minute, that senpai talked to me again and this time he said

"Hi again miss! ^^ Can i get your number?"
(LOL! What! That's so last year! XDD)

i kinda laughed, but then.. i just ignored him again. 

then suddenly, Sky talked to me and said Ivan's calling for me. so i followed her and saw Ivan kinda feeling down. he told me that why is it unfair.. that the other group has the people with loud voices while us, people who has such low voices..

then i explained him that winning isn't everything. you just have to accept defeat... that's all.

so there, i went back.


tra la di di da da~♪tra la di di da da~♪tra la di di da da~♪
(Skip mode)

Once i reach home, my dad told me that we'd go out.
so yeah, i just wear a normal clothing. and bought my PSP..

then suddenly, WE PASSED OUR MAIN PLACE THAT WE'RE ABOUT TO GO!!!!

i said "where are we going!?"
he said "Mall..."

and since i didn't bought money, cause i thought we're only going to a nearby place.. so i had nothing.

once we reach mall, i kept complaining that i wanna go home! cause i still have to study for tomorrow's retake exam!
then we went to the department store.. got tired listening to him, so i plugged the earphone to my ears.

while kinda following them, i saw a CD Station, so i went to check it out. i think i was there for a long minute. when i look back i was 

Okay~ i'm lost. :3

So i searched for them... look around and asked people where is the place for looking for lost people.
so there.. i went there.. but changed my mind. while looking around, finally, my parents saw me. they almost got mad at me...well duh!? i'm just behind you! geez.. = ="

then we eat at the Pizza Hut and me staring at the window. not talking nor listening to them..
then what's on my mind that time

My manga~ -sniff-

sigh.. i really like going out alone than spending time with them.. = ="
so once we reach home, i immediately went to my room and full study.


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January 26, 2011
Wednesday

So~ uh.. = =" 
this is probably my dad's last stay on his vacation.
so in the morning, we bought us to our school with our car.

never thought that THAT would be my last time seeing him again.. = ="

then.. at school.. hmm.. nothing really happened that much.

so anyway~ like what i said a while ago~ it's my dad's last day.. so i didn't have the chance to say goodbye to him... that's all.. :3


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Well that's it... = ="

Written on January 26, 2011
Wednesday

Jah Matta nee~ :3


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"A dream is merely a dream~"
POSTED ON Monday, January 24, 2011 AT 8:21 PM \\
Heya fella's~ :3
i'm back once again~

lol! i got lazy posting my past memories here~ :3

anyway~ i just wanna tell something. :3

A dream is just a dream~ :3 Anything can happen...
as always... :3


Why did i say that? 
Cause finally.. i told Kyashii-chan about my dream last week.
she told me that would never happen. we'll always remain as friends.
and of course, i'm happy about it.

so i hugged her many times!
and she also revealed me that she and Natto-kun are already in a relationship! ( ; _ ; )
she find a boyfriend first than me~ (what am i? searching for a guy!? lol! XDD)

oh and another info!
she told me that

Last week, she saw Job's car, (of course it was driven maybe by her dad or mom) she saw them looking around the BIR!

OHMYGOLLIE!!!!
That's a very nice info! TT^TT
i almost cried! but i did my best to stop it!
now i can finally have the chance to meet him once again.. ( ; ^ ; )

maybe that's the reason behind my dreams~ -tears of happiness-


sigh~ i'm a pretty lonely person aren't I...?
Loyal to my very bestie.. and just hang out to people who i used to talk to.. ( ; _ ; )
i'm such a pity~ ( ; _ ; )

i wonder how i can finally stand on my own... = ="
cause it feels like i'm relying to my friends about my existence.. = ="
i kinda hate that...

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愚かな！ ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
POSTED ON Sunday, January 23, 2011 AT 10:08 PM \\
 the title above says "STUPID"

argh! why if you ask!? argh! it's just so annoying! DAMN IT!!! why is this happening to me!!! ><
my family and I went to the mall, and guess what!? we just ate there!? then we wen't home already! what the heck! are you kidding me!

i knew it! i should have stayed at home! ><  ( > 3 > )

argh! i so wasted a lot of time! >< damn it! 畜生！ 畜生！ 畜生！ 畜生！！！！！ (((o(｀･∧･´)o)))

***damn it! (4x)

>< i really hate this day! curse you!


and you know what~ when we reach home, i kept complaining! but i just kept it on my mind. then suddenly my dad told me to stop using the computer. cause its the reason why i failed.
then i told him, exams just ended you know! so its free time! ( > 3 > )


then when they went out i suddenly said "ARGH! STUPID PARENT!!!" then i shut my mouth!
then i thought 


i can't believe i just said what's on my mind!? DAMN IT! ( > 3 > )

Lol~ i really can't believe i can ever said what's on my dream~ XDD

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"Friends, Questions, Trust"
POSTED ON Friday, January 21, 2011 AT 1:39 PM \\
Okay, this is actually about my dream last few days.
so like in the title, its about my dream that's about friends, questions and trust..
its kinda sad if you ask me. anyway~

let's start.

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"Friends"

i think this happened last "January 17-18, 2011"

Frist Scene:
i was at our school. (of course.) then suddenly, 
i was surprised that i was part of the MTAP. so i went to the clubhouse (where there's really no such thing at our school ground.)
then when i entered, i saw few of my classmates there.

Second Scene:
Suddenly, the normal boring day changed. it became filled with Anger.
our club proctor (which is actually our class adviser in real life) is suddenly scolding at us for some reason.
and me sitting there, without knowing what's actually going on. 
after he scold us, he walked out with a huge SLAM" at the door.

Third Scene:
After our club proctor walked out, suddenly our School's assistant principal came and scolded us again for some reason! ><
then after she scolded us i raised my hand and said "excuse me, i'm actually not part of MTAP..."
then she said "oh is that so. then you can go out."
so i went out THROUGH THE WINDOW!!!! (the heck!? why such place!)

Fourth Scene:
After i went out through the window, my close friend (classmate as well) went out THROUGH THE DOOR!!! (what the!?)
Then she told me that she'd come with me. 
By the way, the surrounding turned into something like a dessert place, of course filled with sand.
so we went to our school court. and there's a somethinkg like a party there. there we're some preschoolers there. and FOOD! yay! XDD
then i said "i'm gonna steal a few! XDD" then i changed my mind suddenly.
then for some reason, i heard a sound "CLICK" it says.
then i turned around~ there i saw my best friend, Takeru-kun, who is about to eat a sandwich.
i said "Hey! Wait!" because he suddenly ran away.
i grabbed his hand and then 

The End
  • Weird isn't? actually, at the end of the 4th scene, when i saw my best friend, i was about to cry and smiling. i was also smiling when i grabbed my hand when suddenly i woke up. i wonder what's my dream trying to say~

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"Questions"

I think this happend last Januaru 18, 2011
it actually contains just one scence. though i'm not sure if only i just forgot some.

First Scene:
I was at our clubroom, i'm part of the IT Club (Information Techno)
and from there, everyone from the club was there. Except for the two extra 9th grade girls.
So i stand up and said "Who's ______" i forgot the name that i said. (its like an 80's name)
then the 9th grade girl said "him"

then that guy (he's a 9th grade as well. kinda cute...) walked out and went to another computer.
i wonder why, so i just went back to my sit, next to my classmate.

then that 9th grade guy (i forgot his name.. ==") said "what about you?"
then suddenly i said "_______" (its my real name.) very loud!!! (the heck!? why would i do that in front of many people!?)
and during that time, i was smiling! (what am i smiling at!?)

then he looked at me and then~

The End

  • i don't why he was there in my dream. AND WHY WOULD I SHOUT OUT LOUD MY NAME!!! that's just so not me! Honestly! Jeez, dreams are really weird.. =="

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"Trust"

It happen, just this morning i guess.. or not..? =="
January 20 or 21, 2011.
i think it consist of 2-3 scenes.

First Scene:
Its the opening ceremony of my School. (which means, i didn't transfer out... ==" damn. i have the feeling that this will happen.)
I was at an Auditorium with everyone. i was sitting beside Carol-chan. and the surrounding was like a Forest like theme.
and there we're some torches there too!!

anyway~ from there, i was sitting lonely there, cause i didn't transfer. and if i remember, i think i said 
"as i thought. i wouldn't transfer schools.. =="
(by the way, there wasn't really an auditorium at our school.. ==" its a dream okay. so anything can happen.)

Second Scene:
The scene suddenly changed. but still in the..? ==" like a forest like theme. but in addition, there we're indians there!
they we're trying to catch me! XDD dunno why.

Third Scene:
suddenly, the scene changed. I was already right in front of my another bestie, Kyashii-chan.
then i asked her "hey, do you have a boyfriend already..?"
she answered "i dunno"
then i said "of come on! tell me! >:3 i won't tell anyone, i promise."
"i dunno okay~" she said again.
then i said "don't you trust me?"
then she said "no." <--- Straightforwardly.

i was surpised, shocked. and hurt.
i walked passed her then quietly crying.

Fourth Scene:
As i was walking, crying silently, with a bread with ham on my mouth, my old crush and that 9th grader i was talking about a while ago~
he saw me crying while covering my face a lil~
he came running to me, and said "Hey!?"
and because i'm so sad, i didn't mind him. 
and suddenly he said "HEY! I TOLD YOU I'M CALLING YOU OUT!!!"
then he threw me a bottle of water. as in the water inside then he threw me the empty bottle.

and of course, i can't just stand there. so i said
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?!?" <--- Still crying.
then i throw the empty bottle to him, but i aimed it weakly.

then he said "Why are you crying"

The End
  • When he asked me why i was crying, he was like, so worried why i'm crying. but then i just woke up. anyway~ before i woke up, i went up, like in a forest, full of something something that i can't explain..

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Well that's it.
it's pretty sad... some of it..

just wanna share it though.
i don't want to forgot such dreams.

written on January 21, 2011
Friday~  Last day of Exam

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