I went to school at the morning, Calmly no any other expressions, a cool expression. <-- thats what she is actually trying to do.

as i went to the classroom, many are wearing their P.E. uniform. but i dont care. actually, i like Uniform better than P.E.

Then i sit down, talk for a while, and talk until its time for the Farewell Party.
Then~

at the very beginning, i have this 2 STUPID AND IDIOT CLASSMATES!!! they almost had a fight. i was trying to stop them, and yeah. they stopped, but then one of the other IDIOT classmate of mine, is trying to said they must continue the fight. i tried to stop him and just slap his arm. not too strong. but then he had a scary face and said

"Why are you two always hitting me!?! What if im the one who hitted you! B***H!!!"

i got scared. but then i just went to the restroom and cry. dunno why. but the only thing i thought...

I just Want to make the last day of our class happy, and this!?!

i really got mad. then, after a while. i talked to my close friend, which they always THOUGHT!!! that he's my boyfriend. but no, we dont have any other relationship status but Best Friends or just Brothers and Sisters.

i talked about him what just happened. but anyways, let me skip that part. Then, its time for us to eat. I went down with my best friend and treat him a food. then i went back and almost eat a spag. but when i was about to go back to my seat, my stupid classmate was blocking the way through my seat!!! ARGH!!! IT REALLY ANNOYS ME!!! >O<

then i was PISSED.(again) and went out for a little air in just a few seconds i think. then when i came back, my soft drink is gone then they just told me that THAT STUPID CLASSMATE OF MINE TOOK IT!!! I WAS SO PISSED TO THE MAX!!! that it made me even cry... <-- such a baby.

then i went back expressionless... then they said..

CLEARANCE folder.
then suddenly, i lost my clearance.
at first i was calm, but i started to panic and cry! <-- she's such a baby!!! not anymore! >.w.<

but then, i just buy and do all the signing clearance...
but then..

but then, near at the end, OMG!!!
my clearance is there!!! i was so happy and pissed off..

but then i never mind it anyway.
then its time to go home...

i saw my old friend that i had an argument with...
he was about to go down and thought

i can do it. no. yes.

then he's about to go then i just said

"Hey, Im sorry!!!"

then i just went to the my best friends room immediately and hide....

then i stayed there for a minute. then while i was looking at the window, i saw Clariz talking to him. and she was about to cry.. and i wonder why.

After they're gone, i went down, but i went to Sir Cris room with my best friend to complete his clearance. then after we're done, we went down and talked for a while. then until its time to say goodbye...

sigh~

Now that next school year, im gonna be a 2nd year high school student. please look forward for my 2nd year life! ^^

Until we meet again! ^^
Sayonara 1st year life!!! (hated last day.)


Tanoshii mi nee~ for the new life!
I wish this time it will be fun! ^^

Look forward okay! ^^

It was the first 4th quarter exam.
our exams are :

i was so confident about the TLE and History and i finished it right away! and im so glad.

and when Algebra came oh~ Piece of Cake...!!!

but then, when i reached the ENDING part of it...
OH MY GOLLY~

i dont remember this part already!!! oh~~~ and when i said
"Ahh~!"

i means
"I give up~" =w=

gosh, i never thought that it was that hard! ~>:3
so i gave my Test paper and wait until it ends..

then during our dismissal, Me, NerdyFlirty Girl <-- CODE NAME, Korean Girl 2 and Otaku Clan are talking about something at the canteen.
we talked about RANDOMNESS until we got bored and went home.

But before we went home, suddenly, i heard Korean Girl 2 said

"When Twinny 1 transfers school, i'll tell him to transfer in GOOD SHEPHERD."

i was shocked and said to Otaku Clan

"What is she talking about? Whose gonna transfer school?" i said.

then Otaku Clan said him...

i was surprised once again, and kept quite for a while... until i reach home. it was like i want to cry... then i called Korean Girl and ask about him.

and it was confirmed that he is going to transfer... i was surprised then suddenly, i cried and cried... and said

"Why is he transferring?! Why now!!! Now, i dont have the courage to apologize to him.. now that he's leaving... its all my fault... i didn't have the chance to change to where it used to be... our happy times together... our happy memories... that i broked... im so sorry... its all my fault..."

that's what i told her... and i still can't stop crying so i just went to my room and cry all there...

i was sitting there alone, looking at the sky peacefully, and just cry, don't know what to do...

then i just thought, i dont want to talk to anyone... so...

the next day...

oh and our exams for our LAST term...

English
Filipino/Ibong Adarna
Integrated Science

English and Filipino/Ibong Adarna is a Piece of Cake...!!! really! im serious. =_=.

then Integrated Science came, like in Algebra, as expected, its hard. Especially the Essay part. but anyways, i dont care anymore...

then like what i just said a while ago, i dont talk to anybody. so yeah, i didn't. except for the other class, im talking to them normally.. i ignored them...

then they apologized to me, but it was like ahm.. nothing. doesn't care at all..
but i also talked to them at the end.. ^^


~skip~SKIP~skip~

its our clearance day. so i finished my clearance in time. im so happy! thats all! ^^

after Dismissal, we went out and went to ICE CREAM HOUSE of course we eat Ice Cream and talk about RANDOMNESS! ^^ then suddenly i told them,

"Our school year is ending tomorrow, and yet, im still not apologizing to him... what can i do?" i said. then they just told me have enough courage... but i really cant...

then after that, we went home! ^^ thats all! ^^

-END-

actually i already forgot what happened here.
but i'll just tell you what u just remembered.

I was changing my clothes in the girls CR and then arranged my hair.
then as i went out, somebody ahm. almost hugged me and i was surprised.
then the guy said

"opps sorry, i thought its a guy. oh hi, you know you're getting more beautiful today." <-- English

"Ay! Sorry, kala ko lalake eh. ay Hi, Ate, gumaganda ka ngayon ah." <-- Tagalog

then i just walk away and almost went to my classroom but Katherine's pushing me away then i told her, what about my clothes?
and so we went back.

After a while, our adviser talked to us.
we had another OPEN FORUM.
so they talked and talked.

then suddenly Clariz said,

"Teacher, ____'s and Paolo's problem. They are not still talking to each other." <-- english

"Teacher, si Ate ___ at Paolo, di parin nag uusap." <-- tagalog

then suddenly Micay said,

"Teacher they never talked for 3 month." <-- english

"Teacher, hindi po sila nag uusap ng 3 months" <-- tagalog

then Teacher said

"Why aren't you we're talking to each other? Did you do something to each other? How could you make that Paolo, not talk to a girl for a month"

then we, the both of us. didn't answered, or we still didn't talk to each other.

then i think during dismissal time, dont know if it happened on this day.
Someone told me that the reason why Paolo is mad at me because im mad at his friends. he said something like its okay if i get mad at him, but not his important friends. and so, i thought that

He's a really good kid. A kind hearted, a good and caring kid."

then suddenly i want to cry. but no.
but then, we just changed the topic.

oh and i was talking to ___ and ___! ^^ C and G.

well we still didn't talk.
then Goldie and Joanah are now friends again.

thats the only thing i remember.
oh and before that, i gave Job my gift to him!
then after dismissal, we went to ice cream house and of course eat some ice cream.
then we talked and talked.
but i was like ahm. KILL JOY during that day.
cause i was really pissed that i dont even know the reason why.

and some other students from our school came too.
we gave them our 2 left pizzas and they seem to be so happy.

but before, Goldie was gone for a while so we just talked about Kier.
thats the only thing i remember.

hmm...
dunno what happened here.
i mean i dont remember. but anyways.

the only thing i remember is that i passed my projects on time.
then ahm.
i saw ___ went to school i think 11 in the morning.
then ahm...

during dismissal, we talked about our classmates, on how they say FUNNY WORDS.

Hello. wanna know why i hate Farewell Parties?
cause:

March 19, 2010: Friday
The last day of 1st year school year 09-10


yay! i already finished it! ^^ sigh~ it took so long to finish it. it took weeks! sigh~
well at least its done.




-End of 1st year Life-

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Hello hello!
long time no talk guys! ^^

another one week of memories!
but i'll start in March 14,2010 okay!
so lets start! ^^

March 14, 2010: Monday


March 15, 2010: Tuesday


March 17-18, 2010: Wednesday and Thursday




I just want to say that i saw my crush.. but i was surprised when he was almost near me..
i mean, while we we're checking our clearance, suddenly, he appeared and take a sit/stand (dunno) near at the side of our place.
then when we went up, suddenly, he went down.
then when we are buying something, i saw him, and he's almost at the VERY front of me. but not too front.. just ahm... never mind...


thats all! ^^ thanks! ^^

Labels: 1 week of Memories..., My Feelings

February 3, 2010


February 4, 2010

February 5, 2010

thats the only ONLY thing that i remember.
sorry guy...

im kind of not in the mood.

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