yesterday my parents and I had a fight.
i was ready to die but then.. =="
i realized i wasn't really ready.
i'm so stupid.
then i went to the terrace thinking. then my dad saw me and talked to me why am i like this.
then i went to my room and they saw all the papers that i wrote.
fuck them and stuff. liek that.
then my dad slapped me so hard he even kicked me.
i just kept crying.

then after a long minute my dad talked to me.
and he forced my mom to talk to me.
i don't know but things won't be back to the way it was anymore.
there's that awkward wall you know.

then the next day, [today]
i didn't went to school. cuz my eyes became a sore.... =="
it'll be embarrassing if i went to school like that.
and i thought school would be suspended.

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last Saturday, June 16, 2012, is the 2nd day of Toycon.
i woke up early because i still have to go to school for our orientation.
i went there with Jamaica.
when we went to the Church, there still aren't much humans so we went to mcdo first and i ate my breakfast.
then after that, we went back to the church and the orientation is already starting!
so we sat there with Clariz~ :3 good thing is, her mom allowed her to come with me in Megamall.

so after the orientation, i went home and took my friend's costume. ;3
then i went to KFC to kill some time. but i ended up buying something. =="
then we went back to the meeting place [with Jamaica]
then Jerome came and Jamaica left.
We waited for Clariz.. damn. she took so long.
luckily my eye's we're so sharp that i saw her while in the jeep. LOL i even screamed her name.
after that we ride the bus immediately.

then we reach megamall.
after that while looking for a washroom, Jerome saw William with his family.
we went by to greet them. then Wilvena came with us~ :3
then we went straight to the 5th floor. [Jerome became our PA] LOL sorry.. >< it must be hard..

then we tried to buy our tickets and damn.. the line was so long. so i went to Megatrade Hall 1 to check if there are humans lining up there. and it was so crowded too. and the person that was looking for me.. whee.. i can't believe he saw me that easily.. ==" i was trying to avoid him.
he catch up with me and said "Hey!"
then i said "Who're you?"
then he said "Lol!" [actually he said Patay tayo diyan]
then i was liek ??????
then he told me his name [i actually know who he is. i'm just playing.. you know? innocent. LOOL bad habit]
then i told him "Ohh i see. Sorry but i still have to catch up with my friends."
so i left him and came back and gave Jerome his money back.

then we went inside~ lalalala. so crowded.
then hmmm what happened next?
Oh~ and when we're about to go inside I SUDDENLY BUMPED ON MY SON!! [Naruto, Sage mode]
i even apologized. LOL.
then my friends said "OMG!!! YOUR SON!!!"
i just laughed.

then when we're inside, i saw my son again.
then Jerome poked him!! OMG!! FUCK YOU!! *A*
then.. TT^TT my son and I had a picture.. but.. OMG!! it's so embarassing~ TT^TT plus he's so handsome~ OMG! MY SON~ [Oh yeah i was cosplaying Kushina]
oh well lemme skip.

William kept teasing me cuz i look like a mom! WELL DUH!! I AM COSPLAYING NARUTO'S MOM!!
omg i so wanna kill him~ =3=" he kept teasing me really.
then one time i throw my slipper to him AND HE STARTED KICKING IT AWEI FROM MEEE!! *A*
AND HIS LIL SISSY JOINED TOO!! OMG!! AND RANDOM HUMANS STARTED KICKING IT TOO!! OMG!!!
they kept laughing at me~ ( ; _ ; ) poor me. THAT WAS BECAUSE WILLIAM... ugh. damn you.

then while we're roaming around, we saw this Hetalia group cosers AND SHE SUDDENLY DRAGGED CLARIZ! OMG!!! THAT BITCH!! HELLO!! WE'RE HER FRIENDS HERE!! PLUS I'M RESPONSIBLE IF SHE GET LOST!! *A*
she never want to let Clariz go, omg i wanna fuck her. =="
then we left Clariz for a while. after a long minute we went back there AND THEY'RE GONE!! OMG!!
we started looking for her!! =="

We suggested to Page her then i told them "Maybe i should do it. and i'll say 'da fuck where da hell are you clariz!?'" in our language, what i actually said was TANGINA ASAN KA NA CLARIZ!?
LOOOOL!! XDD
William kept laughing.. Pfft. XDD
and then we paged Clariz.

then while looking for her, I SAW KIEL SE! omg.. ==" i was avoiding him
BUT HE REALLY SAW ME
then he said "Whoa~~ You really won't talk to me huh!?"
i just laughed. LOL

then after that we looked around the area AND SUDDENLY CLARIZ CAME!!!
whee.. i was so worried. LOL
then after that uh...?
what happened next?
oh well. i rested there.

then while looking around the Megatrade Hall 1-3, we saw a CLAMP manga.. i wanna buy it but.. I'D LOST MY MONEY!!!
William said "Come on, buy it already!"
THEN HE FUCKING POKED ME!!! *A* i screamed omg.. =////="
how embarrassing. then this girl said "Hello Kushina~"
then i said "Oh~ Hello. :3"
THEN SUDDENLY WILLIAM AND JEROME KEPT LAUGHING!! FUCK YOU GUYS!!!

after that, we looked around for the last time AND WE SAW FREE ROYAL AGAIN!! YAY!
so we went to the line and William said he have to go home.

After we took our free royal.
William came back and said that his parents wants us to eat with them. Well since it's free, why not. LOOOL! XDD

then WE ROAMED THE WHOLE AREA BEFORE WE REACH THE PLACE WHERE WE'RE GOING TO EAT!! xD Wilvena kept holding my hand too~ whee.. it makes me really look like a mom. LOL! XD

Then their mom [William's] bought KFC and they also ate at Yellow Cab.
then after that, his parents asked us if how are we going to go back home i told them we're going to commute. But they insist to join them.
so no choice.. they're being kind to us.

then while we're at William's car..
they kept laughing about Alfonso's ...? Pick up lines?
Well it's like this. Our teacher asked him why he isn't aligned then he said why?
then there.
they also kept laughing about Joan's [is it even right] finger.
i did laugh but not as long as them though.

then off i went home.
as i went home, i went straight to my bed and slept.

THE ENDDD!! XD

Labels: EVENTS

our Opening School Ceremony started last June 13, 2012.
i woke up early and on my own. i left the house without getting my daily allowance.
as i went to school, i first saw Clariz. then we went to our classroom.
it was still kinda awkward.
i was sitting with Clariz, Jigme, William and Nicole that time.
then after that we went to the Church and had our orientation there.

after that back to our classroom and we had our sitting arrangement. AND I WAS PUT IN THE VERY FRONT ROW!! OMG!! i was so nervous that time cuz T.DHORZ WOULD DEFINITELY SEE ME EASILY!! [lol~ T.Thess also compliment my fringe. OMG.]

then uh what happened next?

anyway next, June 14, 2012.
my dad woke me up. and i'm glad that i wasn't late.
then uh...? forgot what happened.
oh yeah.. William was absent. [DAFUQ!! DAT LAZY *******]
//cough
anyway...?
hmm.. i don't really remember much anymore.
but i do remember during our Economics subject, our adviser was asking my seatmate "Why are you not aligned?" then he said "Why....?" [TAGALOG: "Bat di ka naka-align?" "Ba-kiiiit?" *pick-up lines version]

I REALLY LAUGHED SO HARD!! LOOOOOL!! XDDDD

then after that.. OMG!! T.DHORZ CAME!! *A* I WAS SOOOO NERVOUS!!
but her forgetting me MAKES ME SOOOO HAPPY!! banzai~ now i have no worries.
i just have to study hard.. =="

oh yeah.. IT WAS JUST OUR 2ND DAY BUT WE ALREADY HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORKS!! FUCK!

then today~ June 15, 2012.
hmmm.. it's our Club day.
i woke up alone and when i checked the clock IT WAS ALREADY 6:15 SUMTHIN ALREADY!! *A*
SO I didn't took a bath anymore~ then straight to school. [oh yeah i just had my books.]

then when i went to school.. FUCK THERE WE'RE ONLY 3 STUDENTS!! TT^TT
i should have took a bath~ TT^TT
oh well.. Clariz and Jamaica came. then WIlliam. copied his homeworks.
then blah blah blah.
[damn i wanna skip, OKAY LET'S SKIP!]

during uh...? dunno which period, but T.Ludd came out [oh i think it was lunch time]
then i wanna great her good afternoon but i said "Gu..gu...gu......."
then she just laughed and said "WHAT WHAT WHAT!?" then she said "Konnichiwa~~~ XD"

then i was just.. LOL.

then 12th CAME!! LOOOOOL! XDD
William, Johanna and I went to our club and it's Foreign Language club. FUCK AND SHE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO TALK IN CHINE.... i mean MANDARIN!! *A* TT^TT what a waste.
William also kept saying "How i wish i joined Computer Club instead. So that i can be with CLARIZ"
LOL FUCK! XDD [OMG! I CAN'T SAY IT!!! THAT HUMAN BEING IS STALKING MEEEE!!! *A*] //cough
anyways.. we learned few Chinese. LOL

then DISMISSAL TIME!! XDD
we plan to visit our old Hang out place. THE BOURNE LEGACY
but before that William and I went to the 4th floor. cuz he said he forgots something? or wants to put something. then Guban came and Kenneth Ramos. they keep greeting me.. ==" LOL!
and i think they're messing with me. saying that they miss me.. even though not really.
anyway.. they're the same as usual~ :3 i mean my old classmates.
but you know to be honest.. the only person that i miss in Section B was Roberta~ :3

anyway.. it started raining.
we sat there at the waiting shed something area.
Roberta started talking to me~ :3 asking how am i and stuff~ aww.. i really miss talking and chatting with her. PLUS I LOVE HER NEW HAIRSTYLE!! XD

then we left and went to Mcdo~ :3
then i ate uh...? chicken mcdo. i wanna eat rice [even now.. ( ; _ ; )]
anyway.. they started talking about random stuff that i can't relate with.
though i find it funny.. i don't really laugh that long. Unlike William and the others. i guess i'm a very boring person.. oTL

then we left and went to that BOURNE LEGACY
it kinda changed. then off we go homeeee~ :3

and tomorrow.. =="
there will be a school orientation. AND IT'S TOYCON'S 2ND DAY!! OMG!!
i really hope Clariz, Nicole, Jerome and Jamaica could come.. ( ; _ ; )

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IF I DIE NOW, I WANNA SAY
THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO MY LONG TIME ONLINE BEST FRIENDS Renny-chan and Kino-chan.. 
I'M REALLY GLAD THAT I MET YOU. I'M SO HAPPY.. :3 REALLY.
AND SORRY TO RENNY-CHAN CUZ.. YOUR GIFT.. -SNIFF-
I WONDER WHEN I CAN SEND IT TO YOU..
MY MOM AND I AREN'T ON GOOD TERMS RIGHT NOW. AND I THINK IT'LL BE FOREVER.

TO MY RL FRIENDS, Clariz, Nicole, William, Jigme, Andrea ANDJerome. [I'LL INCLUDE Jamaica TOO. LOOOL]
THANK YOU GUYS~ I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

TO MY ONLINE DAD, Sty, THANK YOU~ :3 EVEN THOUGH WE JUST BECAME A FATHER AND SON LAST YEAR! OR WAS IT? MEEH~ WHO CARES.

TO MY CROLL FRIENDS, THANK YOU VERY MUCH~ IF IT ISN'T BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS, I WOULDN'T BE USING ALL CAPS TILL NOW. PLUS YOUR EDITING SKILLS ARE AWESOME! I LIKE SAVING YOUR EDITS AND TRY EXPERIMENTING MINE.

TO SOME OF THE COSPLAYERS I MET OR...? BECAME FRIENDS WITH, THANKS. [GOT NOTHING TO SAY...]

AND TO MY MOM... HMMM.
I WON'T AND WILL NEVER APOLOGIZE TO WHAT I DID TO YOU. BUT I'M GRATEFUL THAT YOU'RE MY MOTHER. APOLOGIZING TO YOU IS REALLY NOT MY THING.. I CAN NEVER DO THAT. I'D RATHER BE HARD HEADED THAN APOLOGIZE TO YOU.

THAT'S ALL~ I JUST WANNA SAY THAT.
BECAUSE I CAN NEVER SAY THAT IN RL. I'M SORRY GUYS.
HAVE FUN IN YOUR LIFE.

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings

hmm... just got the chance to update today.
last Friday, June 8, 2012. [OMG!! THAT DOG HOWLS LIKE A WOLF!! KEWL!!! ❤]
//cough
anyway... last friday.. WHOA!!! I GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION!? whee.. wae? <--- feeler much.
AND HE EVEN BLAMED ME!?
cuz it went liek this


i asked him if he likes someone cuz WE KEPT TALKING ABOUT MYSELF AND "THAT" GUY!!!! [i'm not comfortable calling his name]
then he said "no i don't have. Just you"
DAFUQ WHUUUUAAAAAATTTT!?
OMG... i'ts been a habit of mine to play innocently. I'M SO EEEEVIIIIIIIIL!!!!


then he told me "I dunno. it's just that.. i started realizing that i like you. i was even sad that HE talked to you first than me."
OMG! i just laughed. I WON'T FALL FOR THOSE TYPES ANYMORE!!! so i'll just play along. XD
then he suddenly said "Oh i know why. When i first saw you in Cosplay Craze who's always so serious. [OMG WHUT!? SERIOUS!?] i thought i should talk to this girl!"
LOL~! it's so funny. XD
he said he wanna makes me laugh. HAHA OMG!.


then he said something like "I wanna see you laugh in Toycon."
and there i am.. just laughing. XD [but even though i had doubts... i still feel comfortable talking to him. BUT REALLY.. HE'S NOT MY TYPE.]
then he said again "You know i thought HE would only be my rival as cosplaying Ichigo. But i never thought we would be rival for a girl too"
OMG. YOU'RE BEING DRAMATIC. i should've said that to him. XD


HE EVEN BLAMED ME!!!.... cuz he said that he already had plans to not talk to me anymore. BUT THEN I SUDDENLY MESSAGED HIM UNTIL HE NEVER WANTS TO NOT TALK TO ME ANYMORE!!! [get it?]


so there. ==" but well.. i'm fine with it i guess.
i have no plans on having a relationship anyway. PLUS I HAVE MY OWN DREAM GUY!!!!
a guy who's perfectly like Shizuo-san~ ❤ 
but i guess.. that'll be hard. 




[OTHER STORY]
hmm.. i think this was last night?
HE AND HIS GIRLFRIEND BROKE UP! LOOOOOL!
good for you i guess. i mean.. COME ON!! YOU JUST MET ONCE AND ALREADY A GIRLFRIEND!?
omg. and according to his status.. IT'S A VERY WORTHLESS REASON!!!
he even plans on quitting cosplay. but fuck. LOL!
YOU'RE SUCH A STINGY GUY!!! [just made that up. LOL]

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today.. he apologized to me.
he didn't reply.
then i thought i already have figured it out.
he probably already has someone in mind.

so i told him "If you don't like me anymore, that's fine. i wasn't expecting anyway. so don't apologize"
then he said I wanna hang out with you but my GF would scold me.
i was liek Whoa....


i didn't reply for a long while.
cuz i was really shocked. okay let's say i was a little hurt.
man.. i thought i'm right for not answering him ASAP. i suddenly thought he wants to have a GF that bad.
so i just told him that i'm so glad for him.
suddenly i thought it's awkward.

then i told him
You know.. i really want to tell you this. Please don't be mad.
I was really shocked when you told me. But maybe.. not too, because i already noticed.
But you know, i suddenly thought you want to have a GF that bad. 
Okay let's say.. i got mad a little.
But i thought why should i be mad? we're not even in a relationship.
i even told you not to wait for me cuz i dunno my feelings for you yet.
Cuz i don't want you to have this hope for nothing.


To be honest i was so pissed at you because you don't talk so straightly. 
But now that you told me you have a GF, i'm so glad for you. 
Told you, your feelings for me would fade too.


Well.. i just want you to know anyway. Cuz i really wanna tell it to you.
Please don't be mad at me. I was just thinking on how am i going to tell it to you.
Oh and i'm not mad anymore. That was awhile ago.


then he didn't reply anymore.


anyway.. what i wanna say was..
i was really shocked. kinda hurt.
but i'm glad i didn't expect much.
to be honest.. i was stalking him. and i saw him talking to her this and that.
he wasn't even talking to me much anymore.
then i thought maybe, yeah definitely. he doesn't like me anymore.
LOL! AFTER 1 WEEK THEN YOU ALREADY FOUND SOMEONE YOU LIKE!!!
die bitch.

really. to be honest i'm still kind of pissed. I hate those kind of person..
GAAAH!!! i dunno what to do.
all my feelings we're on my twitter account. LOL i was.. saying such bad words.

tagalog:
grabe naiinis talaga ako sa kanya. ==" sorry.. i dunno how to express this in english.
sigh.. ayoko talaga sa mga taong gaya niya.
good thing di na ako ATAT magka-BF.
AYOKO NA RIN SIYA MA-FEEL!
fuck this.

UPDATE:
sabi niya sa akin kung pwede ba daw kami lumabas. ayos lang daw sa GF niya.
FUCK! WAG MO NA NGA AKO ISAMA DYAN!! PAPATAYIN KITA EH!

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings

nothing really happened today.
i just thought.. even though i hate my mom right now..
the thought of wanting to leave her someday.. make her suffer..
i just thought i miss her. ==" [being senti here]

hmm.. i guess i miss laughing with my mom. my mom's really sweet but.. sigh.
because they're parents.. sometimes they really don't ACTUALLY know their children..

Labels: My Feelings

yeap yeap~ my friends and i watched those movies!
anyway [June 6, 2012, showing of Madagascar 3]

i woke up early today. as promised. i didn't took a bath.. =="
so i just washed my face, ********** then changed clothes.
then off i go to school. [i checked my twitter account first to see if William is still there or not]

then after that my parents asked me who am i with i really wanna say fuck! i'm with my friends!!! william and the others!!! but of course i didn't. i just said i'm with william. 


then off i leave with a grumpy face. COME ON!! EVERY SINCE THAT INCIDENT, THEY KEPT ON ASKING WHO AM I WITH!! FUCK YOU!!! -bleah-

then i went to school.. i saw William with open arm.s LOOL! just kidding.
then we started chatting about my life. LOL! mou.. i'm so tired.. i wanna cry instead.

anyway.. Jerome came. then we went to OUR CLASSROOM!
omg! i can't believe this.. ==" i'm a section A from now on.. =/////="

while at the classroom, Jerome told us that he and Carylle? broke up. LOL!
JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T LOVE EACH OTHER ANYMORE!! whee.. =="
relationships are so complicated.
AND ALSO!! JEROME KEEPS BLURTING STUFF THAT HE'S SINGLE!! I'M PRETTY!? DAFUQ!! WHUT!? oh well.. i'm kinda used to his....? stuff.

then what else..? [lemme skip]
Then Cleo came.. kinda.. awkward. LOL
[skip again]

then it's time to leave. we we're there for an hour.
then we went to the faculty office. I GOT EMBARRASSED TO GO INSIDE!! CUZ.. =////="
THEY'RE CALLING ME "MYRTLE"!! FUCK!! I HAVE A NAME!!!
just because i'm wearing a mario cap doesn't mean i'm a fan of hers!! STUPID TV!! STUPID....? fuck this.

sigh.. i also got to meet our new SPEECH teacher.. SHE KEPT CALLING ME MYRTLE TOO! FUCK!

so then.. we went to FCM called Nicole and Jigz. they said they're busy and lazy.
Then off we go to SM. William, Jerome and I.

we first ate stuff. cuz we're so hungy. i just bought KFC cuz.. that's what i can just buy.
then after that.. we went upstairs. to the cinema sumthin.

WHILE I WAS AWEI, WILLIAM PAID MY EXPENSES!! *A*
mou.. i don't have anymore money.. FUCK THIS!!
TT^TT

so we watched Madagascar.. OMG!! IT WAS SOOO COOL!! i like this Madagascar better than the old ones. the old ones are so boring.. ==" MY FAVE PART IS THE CIRCUS PART WHERE THEY WE'RE PERFORMING AND THE LIGHTS!! OMG FUCK!! SO PRETTY!!!!

then after that.. uh..?
we went around uh...? gadgets stuff..? Oh Cyberzone. i thought i should earn money to buy my own CP. i really want a flip one but.. sigh. i found a cute one.. 1700+ PHP. but.. i think it's a local CP. oh well. who cares. as long as a i can tweet then it's fine... right?

then after that, Jerome said he'll be leaving now so.. we...? bought him there. LOL!
then William and I bought popcorn. [oh yeah.. i bought a Code Breaker manga vol. 2!! TT^TT BECUZ OF THAT.. I DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO EAT DQ~!!!! TT^TT BUT IT'S THE ONLY ONE LEFT!! so i had no choice. I LOVE CODE BREAKER TOO MUCH!! TT^TT]

so then.. we went back to the Cinemas and watched MIB 3!! YAY!! SO COOOOOL!!
ESPECIALLY THE ENDING PART!! OMG!!!
I WAS LIEK "NUUU!!!" "OMG!!!" "YOU CAN DO THAT!!! ><"
i was even grasping my own hand!! *A* and was liek >

LOL! and the ending.. I FINALLY BREATH PROPERLY!! LOOOOL!!
OMG! that was awesome.

so then when we're going home.. I RODE A WRONG JEEP!! *A*
so i had to run back to SM. LOL! mou.. they should have post it properly.. =="
that was very embarrassing though.

but then.. i went hope back home safe and sound.
but fuck i really don't wanna go home yet.

how i wish i'd live alone when i reach college.

Labels: EVENTS

June 2, 2012, Saturday
the day after ****************

it all started when i went down to give my costume. my mom followed me.
after i left the shop i told her Don't worry. I'm gonna quit cosplay this year. 


as i reach home, my mom told me You know, cosplaying isn't the problem. The problem is the people you encounter at those events. You easily trust people.
I Told her I DON'T!!! you don't understand anything!
then she said Okay! So tell me what's the part i don't understand! Make me understand!!
Then i said He's just being friendly to me!!!
then i think i started crying. cuz i just recovered to that incident. AND NOW YOU'RE BRINGING IT BACK!
then she started saying stuff.
she also said that I'm so disappointed in you....


because if ever something bad happened to you.. if ever someone raped you or stuff.. i can't accept it.


something like that.
and i told her WHO DO YOU THINK I AM!? I USE MY BRAIN!! SO THERE'S NOTHING TO WORRY!!
until things get worse.

i was crying too much. after that i.. i went outside. i thought i should be out somewhere.. i don't wanna see my mom yet. i suddenly thought of dying.

so since there's nothing or.. i dunno where i should go, i went to the Overpass. at the middle.
i was standing there for a very long time. i was thinking if i should jump or not. thinking so much.
then i told myself

i know it's my fault. i know that myself.
i know it's my first time. but you don't understand anything.
i want to die.


that's what i just said..

humans we're staring at me. they said i shouldn't jump. but the wind was so strong. it makes me want to jump.
until my untie and elder cousin came cause they're going to the grocery.

my untie called me and when i saw her she said what on earth are you doing here!?
she also started crying.
my cousin we're there for a long while too.

then after that.. my untie went to the grocery and my cousin left and talked to me. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE RAIN
then blah blah blah.
until my cousin said there was this man checking us out. so i was about to go home. but i really don't want to go home yet. so i told my cousin i'm going to my friend's house.
she said no and i should go back home. she was so persistent that i wanna go in the middle of the street and let any car bump onto me! SO THAT I CAN FINALLY DIE!!
but my cousin keeps pulling me!!!
she even tried to ask help to those random humans who are around.
until there was this man trying to help us.. fuck.
until my mom and dad came. and we went back home.

when i'm back home.. i went to the terrace.
thinking. and.. i punched the floor. my right hand bleed a little. i find it amusing though.
then my dad came and pulled me to the living room.

after my dad left, i took my jacket and my mom came and said What do you want?
in a sweet voice. i pushed her back and said What's with your attitude now!? Why are you being kind now!?
then she snapped and said what the hell is my problem.
until i was trying to go away and she was like.. uh...? trying to stop me.
until she was trying to slap me and i was trying to stop her.

until things get crazy.. i kicked my mom.
my mom was.. so shocked and said You kicked me!? i can't believe you can do that to me!!!


until she grabbed my hair and put me down and started kicking me.
i can't fight back cuz i was lying on the floor trying to cover.
until she guarded the door so that i can't escape.

then my dad came and talked to me.. then i started crying again..

Labels: EVENTS, Extra:, My Feelings

yesterday, May 31, 2012, Thursday
i woke up early 7am.
as i went down, my dad told me he can't bring us there. i was really shocked, sad and kinda mad.
so then i dressed up and went to our meeting place.

As i waited there, Clariz was the first one to come. SHE'S ALREADY WEARING HER WIG!! XD
then i told her the bad news. but then i told her i can't let that happen. so we're gonna commute.
so then while we waited.. i told her about uh.. the guy who likes me.. =="
Then Jigz came. and then lastly Nicole came.
When Nicole came i hugged her and said i missed her. so then after that, i told them the bad news. And when the said it's okay~ that we're gonna commute i went home to change clothes.

the things i bought were camera, extra clothes, my wig and jigz wig and of course money..
since we're gonna commute.. i'm gonna take care of our expenses to go there. ( ; _ ; ) i lost my money to buy the cloth for my Kushina-san cosplay.

So then i went back to our meeting place [Which is Mcdonalds Regalado]
oh and... i wore my wig.. =/////= it's kinda embarrassing but.. oh well. they don't know us anyway.
then we asked this person how to go to Enchanted Kingdom then he said we'll ride a bus going through Alabang. So we rode that buy and that person became our guide. :3

it took us 2 hours.. *A* THERE!! so when we reach Laguna.. we rode a jeep to Waltermart. Then we had our lunch cuz i heard snacks aren't allowed there.. ==" so we eat at Mcdonalds. i didn't bought anything cuz my last money is for the entrance fee.

So we rode a tricycle to reach Enchanted Kingdom. Nicole payed for it.. sigh.. =="
So then Humans we're looking at us coz we're cosplaying. =/////= oh well. we bought a ticket.
then we went to the girls washroom and.. Clariz and Jigz took their wiggu's off. I kept mine for a little while.

Then we we first entered Enchanted Kingdom, we first ride the mini roller coaster. Clariz and Nicole first went it but Jigz and I we're late so we took the second batch. When it's our turn.. whee.. it's pretty boring. ==" all i said was "That's it?"

So then the next one that we ride was Anchors Away..?
IT WAS SOOO COOL!! I didn't really scream but.. my hand was shivering when it's about to go down!! *A* SO COOOL!! too bad we didn't have a pic of it. XD

So then after that the next one that we ride was uh...? the kind boat like thingy. i kinda have a trouble controlling it.. ==" so i just let it flow. that was the last time i wore my wig. I took it off on spot.
And fixed my wig.

Then the next one that they ride was the Ferris Wheel.. WHOA! I REALLY CAN'T!! *A* IT'S TOO HIGH!! i have an acrophobia. fear of heights. =="

so then they rode that FERRIS WHEEL! =3=" while me fixing my stuff. and my messy hair.
after that uh.. what did we do next? we uh...? looked around i guess.
Then we ride Rio Grande~ :3 it was.. kinda fun and boring. LOL! XDD
then it suddenly rain so hard!! *A* we only have one umbrella so i had no choice but to let myself soak wet in the rain~ it was fun though. Then after that Nicole and I we're separated from Clariz and Jigme.

So Nicole and I rode Anchors Away again.. AND IT WAS HIGHER THAN THE FIRST ONE!!!! *A*
then after that we ride the swan something lake something. LOL
AND IT WAS SOOO HARD TO MAKE IT MOVE!! *A* TO THINK THAT IT'S SO HEAVY!!! *A*

then after that...? we ride the Up Up and Away~~ LOL! IT WAS SO FUN!! XDD and kinda dizzy.

oh and.. He called me. he was trying to uh.. know if i was enjoying. :3
Then jigz texted Nicole.
so then we meet up at the Arcade.
We had our own eraser souvenir. LOL

then after that...? hmm what happened next again? We ride the merry go round~ :3
we rode Log Jam eat free hotdogs and rode the flying chairs something and for the last one.. we ride Rio Grande for the last time. then my dad texted that he's there and so we went home.

i slept for 3 hours and woke up and talked to him that.. i can't go with him today [June 1]

then i told him.. how long will he wait for me? he said.. he'll wait as long as there's hope.
i asked if he can wait for 2 years he said he dunno.
then he asked me if i like him i said i dunno...

Then this morning.. he texted me again and.. yeah. just greeted me.

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