JS PROM 2012
POSTED ON Friday, February 24, 2012 AT 1:50 AM \\
FEB. 23, 2012
THURSDAY 5-6PM

I WENT TO THAT GAZEBO HOTEL FOR OUR PROM. AND THERE ARE SOOO MANY CUTE GIRLS THERE. *A*

BUT I REALLY LIKE CLARIZ & NICOLE'S OUTFIT.
CLARIZ JUST LOOKED LIKE CHUN LI JUST ADD SOME BUNS! AND NICOLE, SHE'S SO CUTE! DAMN! ><

THEN I.. I SAW HIM. :3 IMMA KINDA HAPPY.

THEN LALALA. GIRLS KEEP SAYING "YOU'RE SO PRETTY!" "YOU'RE SO CUTE!"
IT MAKES ME WANNA PUKE.

BUT MY PARTNER IN ENTRANCE SAID I'M PRETTY.. I WAS.. LOL! FLATTERED. IT'S LIKE MY FIRST TIME THAT A GUY TOLD ME I'M PRETTY. LOL! BUT... OF COURSE I DON'T CARE AND I WANNA PUKE. =="

I ALSO HATED THE PART WHERE THEY SAID 
"AND NOW HERE'S A PERFECT COUPLE!"
FUCK YOUUUUU!!! WE'RE SOOO NOT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM MUCH! DAMN!
STUPID MC'S! =3="

THEN LALALA... WE ATE THIS AND THAT.
I ONLY ATE ONCE THOUGH.. ==" THEY DIDN'T HAVE THAT MANY BUFFET.

SO THEN IT'S OUR DANCE NUMBER. SO LALALALA...

THEN THE HAD THE JUNIOR PROM CANDIDATE, ZINDI WAS THERE! KYAA! >///<
SHE'S SOOO  FUCKING PRETTY! *A*

ANYWAY, THE CANDIDATES WE'RE JANICE, ZINDI, SAM, CLEO AND KEI. [NOT SURE ABOUT CLEO.. CUZ I ACTUALLY FORGOT]
FOR THE BOYS, THEY'RE DUNNO. LOL! XDD

AND JANICE BECAME THE PROM QUEEN! XDD TOO BAD ZINDI WASN'T PART OF IT. OH WELL... AND THE PROM KIND WAS LUIS CASTRO. YAY FOR THEM! XD I THINK JANICE IS HAPPY... LIKE.. REALLY HAPPY.

I WAS... KIND OF SAD. ABOUT THIS PROM. HAHA!

OH AND WHEN IT'S ABOUT TO END.. HEHEH.. NO ONE ALMOST DANCED ME. I THINK SOME WE'RE FORCED. LOL!

AS FAR AS I REMEMBER, FIRST WAS KELVIN, HE SAID THAT LONER PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BE ALONE AT NIGHT OR SOMETHING. I WAS KINDA HAPPY. BUT THEN, THIS STUPID 4TH YEAR SUDDENLY CAME AND TOOK HIM OFF AWAY. OH WELL.

THEN NEXT WAS...? DUNNO. ANYWAY, PONCY, THEN...? MARK? THEN.. ==" HENDRICK AND....? I THINK THEY'RE THE ONLY ONE. AS FAR AS I REMEMBER. AND NONE OF THEM LASTED LONG. LOL!

AS FOR THE GIRLS, ROBERTA, MOIRA, RENDELL AND...? DUNNO. LOL!


THEN AFTER THAT, I SUDDENLY BECAME SAD. IT MADE ME THOUGHT HOW UGLY AND UNATTRACTIVE I AM. I'M SO UGLY.. 

SIGH.. I'LL BE FOREVER ALONE.

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POSTED ON Thursday, February 23, 2012 AT 10:59 AM \\
seriously.. why am i like this?
back then, i used to... love my life. i used to love this world. i used to love everything. i want everyone to smile.

but now.. i forgot.. how to react on those things... i changed so much. what was my reason for this all things?

❝I so want to die now.❞

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1 week of memories
POSTED ON AT 10:52 AM \\
actually... i.. sigh. dunno. oh well.. i'll start anything i remember.

Feb. 20, 2012, Monday

hmm.. i bought my suckish pompoms and my new shoes for our prom. never thought it hurts.. ><
and... i think Arlewis got jealous of me cuz she said my partner is her crush. LOL!

Feb. 21, 2012, Tuesday

During our AP class, Bernard was sooooo hyper. ==" he's so funny.

Feb. 22, 2012, Wednesday

our last JS practice. we had our RCBN exam then i went home and went to that sewer shop and checked out my outfit. and fuck, it sucks a lot. i was so disappointed ne. oh well.. what can i do?

then i went back to school. i hurried back there. =="

then lalala. i was so sweaty.
then practice practice.

oh and... my guy classmates keep on interviewing me. ugh! AND FUCK THEY'RE TEASING ME TO MARK! *A* HE'S SOOOOO NOT MY TYPE CUZ HE'S NOT TALL AND NOT THAT MY TYPE! UGH~ hope they stop. =="

then After practice, William treated me to Mcdo. And Quinan came along with us. He was like a lonewolf outside the school ne. Then Aya came and sit in with us. LOL!

Feb. 23, 2012, Thursday

I woke up early [actually my mom did]
then lalala. took a bath. went to grocery.

but during our way there, i was almost bumped into a car. sigh... why didn't i die yet? =="
my mom got mad at me and told me if i want to die why don't i jump? then i did but she choked me. sigh. Parents are such a pain in the ass.

then when we went home they said blahblahblah things about me. fuck. ==" i can't wait to die soon.

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it's been a while
POSTED ON Friday, February 3, 2012 AT 9:03 PM \\
Hello dear bloggie. You see i.. i'm so tired. So i'll make this fast.

I'll just put this weeks or anything that i remember.

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We had our first JS practice i think Last Week? It was Wednesday. Forgot the date.
then before, during our History Class, Our teacher suddenly said why he partner is him. And suddenly said that Everybody loves Castro right, Kim? I was shocked and was like "Huh?" then she said "Just agree with it"
i kept quiet the whole time.

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okay so... William and Nicole currently have a you know.. quarrel.
i was really sad but.. sigh. What to do? I'm such a useless friend.

Then uh what else? My first partner in JS PROM was... dunno his name. But he's on the class next door. Then today, we had a new partner. And my new partner was Jobe's elder Brother. I think it's called Jeb.

AND FUCK THAT GUY! I THINK HE FINDS ME WEIRD JUST CUZ I KEEP ON PLAYING ALONE. (where you throw something and catch it) AND HE TOLD IT TO HIS FRIENDS AND WE'RE LAUGHING AT ME! FUCK! IF HE HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME, THEN TELL ME! DUH! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH! FUCK YOUUUUU!!! DAMN I SOO WANNA KILL YOU!

I WAS AT FIRST DEPRESSED ABOUT IT. BUT THEN I THOUGHT IT'S OKAY. I LIKE PLAYING THAT GAME! AND FUCK! EVERYONE'S WEIRD ON THEIR OWN BUT THIS HURTS ME A LITTLE! THEY JUDGED ME IMMEDIATELY! FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO SOMETHING TO YOU!? I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT'S ON MY BRAIN!

so anyway, before that, my classmates started asking this and that. And they told me that i'm the most honest person in class. i was surprised. and my friends agrees too. i think i'm too straightforward. you see, i don't care what others think about me or what they would feel if ever i said something that's really true. though yeah sometimes it gives me this feeling being sad cause i said something bad for them. but well... Honesty is the Best Policy. ;3 I don't like to lie. I JUST LIE ON ONE AND ONLY THING. for peeps, guess what. :3

so then after practice, we went to Andrea's house with Jamaica and WIlliam. Jamaica went home immediately though. And William, Andrea and I we're talking a random Stuff.



Oh and Kino-chan... i.. I'm sorry. I can't do anything. I... i know i'm selfish. But... i don't really want you to be sad. You nor Renny-chan. I... please... it's... saddening.. i don't want to see you sad...




That's all. 

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