Last Jan. 17, 2013
i went to school and it's our 2nd batch of our exams.
the moment i came i just didn't feel liek... talking to my friends. i dunno why.
i really didn't talk to them the whole day.
after exams i went home immediately.

the same thing happens on the next day, where they're suppose to watch Les Miserables or Life of Pi. i hear them talking. i don't know why but i just didn't feel like talking to them.

sometimes... seeing their tweets makes me think like it's me that they're talking about.
i feel betrayed even though i don't know if its me. but i just think that it's really me.
i even try to practice myself to never look back as in literally with my friends.
because i know they'll never catch up.
thinking about it makes me really sad.
(good thing i had my blog private, because if they read this.. they'll probably think i'm making some drama again. but really its not. it's what i just feel and is it wrong that way?)

i sometimes wonder if my friends are really my friends. it's really fun being with them.. really.
but i can't help but think that there's something they don't like from me. i just wish they'd talk.
Pfft. look who's talking. i'm doing the same thing too.. sigh.
i sometimes try to keep everything to myself... i don't want to tell everything because.. i don't want them to think that i'm too clingy.
am i too conscious about the things around me? sigh.
this is depressing.
i can't help think that  they hate me.

i'm sorry if i didn't talk to you guys these past few days.. really. during those days.. i was thinking if you guys are really my friends... i was thinking... if ever you'll find me having troubles or something.
but i wonder about that... my friends are... the type of friends that doesn't give a damn.
except for some of them... they're just really kind.
i should stop from this onwards. it's just making me cry.

Labels: My Feelings

OH MY FUCKING GLOB!! *A*
i just had my hair cut yesterday.. TT^TT
TO THINK THAT YESTERDAY MY HAIR WAS LONG AND NOW.. IT'S TOO SHORT OMG TT^TT
i wanna crey but i have to live with it.
DAMN THAT STYLIST HE DID MY HAIR SO WRONG!! TT^TT what am i gonna do now? ( ; _ ; )
oh well here you go


seriously.. it doesn't suit me.

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings

1st batch of our exams for the third quarter was CLE & Physics.
CLE was.... so so. Physics was... dunno.
and 4 more days to go before i have my hair short.. tbh i was kinda excited.
as i went home, i slept.

2nd batch was Eko & English.
DAMN IT!! I WAS  WRONG WITH MY DEFLATOR FORMULA DAMN IT!! IF ONLY I HAVE IT ON THE OTHER WAY I WOULD HAVE SCORED HIGHER OMG WHUT IF I FAILED!? *A*
NOO!! I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS!! TT^TT i wanna crey.. ( ; _ ; )
English was... okay i guess =="

3rd and last batch was Filipino & Math.
Filipino was okay and i was late when i came to school btw. the proctor made me go to the library and took my tests.
i'm kinda proud to say that i didn't cheat during exams.
after that i went home then straight to my .. TT^TT

that's all.
i think i kinda... flunked my exams.. ( ; _ ; )
oh well. at least its a pure score. no cheating! >:3

Labels: 1 week of Memories...

our Opening Ceremony was Jan. 3.
and guess who didn't went to school with Imouto??? XDD
haha!
i didn't even went to school the next day. gawd! the vacation was not enough!! =3=" it just doesn't feel right ==
so yeah. i ended up going to school on Monday.
then next week exams already. YAY!
i kinda love exams

Labels: Extra:

we didn't do much during out Christmas Eve. we had few foods.
our Christmas was really boring. well good thing is that i got 800php from different relatives. 800 was the total.
that's all i can say.

the same thing happened during New Years Eve too. but unlike Christmas Eve, everyone was noisy.
it was fun having a countdown though.. :3 especially celebrating it in Twitter~~ ^^
it was really fun... somehow.
oh but the fireworks are the best! ^^

Labels: 1 week of Memories..., EVENTS

our Christmas Party happened during Dec. 21, 2012, where the suppose to be Apocalypse happen.
anyway i woke up early~~
i went to school 3 hours late from the original time. as i went there, there we're no more foods left and i was just in a nick of time for the exchange gift.
i gave Nicole our... gift.
she even hugged me.

after that we left the school and went to Jigga's house. we went to SM crossdressing which is really embarrassing. Guban, Quinan and Eds saw us. sigh.. we bought a Sherlock Holmes DVD btw.

then we went to Jigga's house again and watched it. it was cool.

Oh and, obviously.. we didn't die.

Labels: EVENTS, Extra:

Dec. 16, 2012, Sunday~~ :3

i really woke up early. :3 and that's a good thing. :3
i woke up by 6am i think? then took a bath immediately. :3
right after i took a bath, i took all the clothes i might (wanna) wear. :3
i'm still in dilemma that time.
here's a pic (i really edited it cause.. dunno. getting addicted in actions.)

Labels: EVENTS