hello dear bloggie~~ :3
i forgot to update yesterday cause i was watching stuffs. :3

anyway Yesterday was such a sad day for me.
so let's start~~ :3

i woke up, assuming i would be late. but no~~ i just got in time~~ :3
then AP.. hmm.. it's really easy to be honest. what's hard is that the graph thingy. it'll take you a lot of time.
then English~~ it was easy too. though i'm not saying i'll get perfect grades. just saying i think i at least pass.

anyway during recess.. i was soooo hesitating to go to the HetaDay.
i said i'll go but when Clariz told me she won't be renting my wig i was so sad. DAMN.. i'm being greedy.
fuck fuck.. =="
so then i told her i won't be going anymore.

then dismissal, i said i'll go. LOL
right after we're dismissed, Clariz ran awei~~ i told her to wait for me. When we reached Mcdo, we saw Aura. then THEY HAVE TO LEAVE ALREADY!! *A* i was so worried about Nicole so i told them i'll leave behind and wait for Nicole~~
so there, i was at Mcdo. then when i looked at my uniform i suddenly remember my flash disk!! *A* I RAN AWAY AT MCDO AND IMMEDIATELY WENT TO SCHOOL!! *A*
then T.Lizel's not there.. FUCK!! *A* I'M NOT COMFORTABLE WITHOUT MY FLASH DISK!! *A*
FUCK FUCK FUCK!! *A*

oh but i guess it's okay.. :3 i saw him durr~~
sigh.. for some reason it's making me sad seeing him. wae iz zat?

//cough
anyway~~ Nicole finally came out. :3
then i told her if we should still go.. [to be honest i just wanna attend HetaDay cause i wanna roam around at Makati]
but then we both got lazy... my poor stuffs.
then we're supposed to go when Suddenly Nicole said to talk to her other friends for a little.
so then i agreed. and from that point i knew they'd go invite her out. i thought she'd rather spend some time with them than me. and so i was right.

i was a little sad when i heard Xandrah said "You won't be going anyway so come with us!"
so sad i feel alone.
then Nicole asked me if i want to come with them, i said of course not. cause ... they're not my friends FRIENDS. u get what i mean..?
then she told me He'll be there too~~ and Roberta.
i know.. i wanna hang out with Roberta but.. i don't wanna be liek.. uh... how do you say it..? wallflower? liek that? yes yes. that's right. :3
i also wanna see him too.. but oh well.

anyway i told Nicole that she should hang out with them. i don't want her to be bored just being with me. i mean.. i don't usually talk a lot. i do all the listening. and i don't want her to think of me that way..
so i told her she should go with them. but she also kept saying she wants to hang out with me.
i know this is bad of me to think this way but.. i suddenly thought she's just saying that to make me feel better.
sigh.. this is bad. i hate this kind of feeling..

oh oh~~ wait lemme add this a little~~ cause i was wearing contact lens, he said my eyes are pretty~~ *////*
probably cause of the contacts.. sigh.. he smiled at me.. i.. sigh..
i was kinda happy about that but.. i'm too sad to be happy

anyway back to the real topic, so yeah. I Told Nicole she should stay so i stood up and just walked away.

[i even remember accidentally telling them that "I don't wanna force myself to come with you. It's because they're your friends and they're not my friends"
it popped out to my mind that Elisa heard what i said.. i feel sorry but its what i really feel... they're not really that my friends but.. just a classmates]

to be honest i was about to cry. i was feeling so sad... as in soooo sad i wanna cry.
i realized how lonely i am...
i even thought she of all people should know... they're my only friends and what would happen to me if i was left alone? i'll be nothing.

so then yeah.. i cried a little. CAUSE OF ARLEW!! =3="
she saw me being so sad and cause of that i just can't stop myself..
i even saw Carlo, Charles and..? who's with them..?
and i thought aren't they supposed to be with Xandrah...?

anyway i rode a jeep... Arlew said i've been crying a lot these days.. and i think she's right. i must be so lonely. then i told her i'll just eat so that i won't be depressed. and yeah i did eat.
i ate at Mcdonalds.

after that i went home. AND BAD LUCK!! NO ONE'S HOME!! I DON'T HAVE MY KEY!!
SO I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO STAY OUTSIDE!! *A*
and cause i was so bored i did a lot of random things.
i recorded a short video about my fingers doing adventures.. LOL
and the quality was so good~~
and at that time.. i was sooo calm i didn't smashed our gate. cause usually i'd do something just to get inside.
been there outside the whole time for 5 hours..
my neighbors we're asking help but i rejected them.. why am i rejecting someone's help.. ==" that's so selfish.

then after Teru peed on my skirt.. ugh.. i changed clothes. luckily i bought clothes.
so yeah, i changed in public. OF COURSE I HAD MY SKIRT ON SO THEY WON'T SEE ME WITH MY SHORTS!! then my upper uniform..? i just put on the black t-shirt so it's really hot.. =="

then i went to FCM ate at chowking AND DAMN ALREADY SO FULL!! *A*
i went back home and MY MOM'S STILL NOT THERE! *A*
getting impatient already so i just draw~~ kyaa~~ my drawing looked like Syaoran-kun~~
must be because i was reading TRC that last night~~ :3
i miss CLAMP-sama..

then almost night time i saw a small shadow.. that's when i have confirmed its my mom!!
DAMN I WAS LIEK RAAAAAAAAAA GAAAAAAAHHHH AT HER!! *A*
i was so tired that i just lay down on a sofa just wearing shorts and a sando~~
so fresh yeah~~ XDD

then twitter~~ i have wasted my 5 hours outside.. i should have tweeted, watched Adventure Time, my downloads should have been finished... ugh. not having a cellphone really is such a pain. so hard to communicate. =="
anyway at twitter, Nicole apologized to me. she kept apologizing... ugh.. i really hate it when someone kept apologizing especially when i already forgot about it.
seeing that made me wanna cry but i tried my BEST again to not to.
i really wanna tell her to just shut up but i don't wanna be harsh on her so i said it a nice way. [i think?]
she should just forget about what just happened.

so for that day.. i'm not mad. just sad. and i'm not jealous. just sad.
i understand the fact i'm a nobody. my existence is below zero and noticed but few.

hey hey~~ i'm not being dramatic. i'm just saying what i feel. it's up to you if you think of it that way.
it's just annoying on how they easily judge you [WHOA!! LOOK WHO'S TALKING!! XDD]
uhm.. sorry. i always do that too~~ LOOL
i guess i'm below the belt sometimes but.. sorry.
i won't talk anymore. it's scary. i don't wanna be hated..
plus i don't even think if i really know who i am.

anyway that night... LOL William and I (at twitter) WE'RE BEING LIEK SUCH SCAREDY CATS!! UGH!!

lol that's it~~
i'm okay this way.
i guess i just have to change.. i have to fix my attitude but.. URGH!! HOW CAN I!? I DON'T SUCH STUFFS!! I'M SO STUPID! THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS ANIME!! I;M NOT EVEN A FAN OF KPOP! I DON'T WATCH CARTOONS MUCH TOO CAUSE WE DON'T HAVE CABLE!! I DON'T WATCH THOSE GLEE SOMETHING OR AMERICAN SHOWS!! *A* DAMN!! WHAT'S UP WITH MY LIFE!!!

ugh.. sometimes my life's so annoying i wanna die.
but nope~~ i said i won't suicide. and no~ i didn't promise. i won't make such a promise. i want to make a bow at my words. yes yes.. i wanna be true.

so that's it~~
yesterday was such a sad day and bad day ANNNNNDDD~~ not a good start for my sembreak.
i even think we won't be watching Wreck it Ralph.. i.. just wanna spend some time with my friends.
wow.. thinking about it again makes me wanna cry.
i'm being such a crybaby that it's annoying. please.. i don't wanna cry anymore.
i should suppress my feelings. or was the word i used even right? LOL

Labels: EVENTS, Extra:

hey guys~~ :3
yesterday and today was our exam.
1st and 2nd batch of exams.
our first batch which was yesterday was Filipino and Math~~ :3
Filipino was okay~ piece of cake.
Math was... so so~~ LOL

anyway~~ yesterday they we're...? LOL
what happened yesterday anyway? i don't remember.
i went home...? kinda early.
i think we ate at MCDO.
then i also though if i should still attend HetaDay.
still thinking VEEERY wisely about it though~~

Then Today, Oct. 25, 2012
Jerome's bday~~ :3

anyway not that first.
i went to school kinda late but just in take for the exams~~
i was breathing so hard.. WHOO! just in a nick of time~ yeah~
then CLE was okay~~
then break.
my friends suddenly said scary stuffs about cartoon's dark theories.
and they're really creepy~~

then Physics came.. DAMN TO THINK IT WAS THAT EASY!! *A*
but no, i wasn't expecting for such a high grade~~ but i do think i at least pass~~

then.. Jerome's bday..
i ended up not going.. sorry Je..
i was kinda sad though~~ but i just don't wanna be with Jerome's friends (specifically Caryl)
sorry..

so yeah~~ sorry.

tomorrow will be a holiday so there's no school.
i wonder what i should do

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hey guys~ :3
it's 11pm here.

anyway i'm gonna tell a short story~ LOL
not really~ :3
anyway this morning i was late (again) [geez why now? =="]
luckily our adviser wasn't there yet so i was just in a nick of time.
we had our Economics mastery exam.. and.. it was really easy but.. GEEZ!! YOU HAVE TO DO IT REALLY FAST!! *A* the drawings and graphs will really take time.. =="
but still.. i hope i pass.

oh and today.. ==" damn even though i hate doing this.. it's a must.
so i ended up cheating with William during our...? exam in Health, Physics ( a little ) and English.
wow~~ we had the nerve huh?
well to be honest i don't want to cheat but i want to pass.. plus i didn't study at all! (in Health)
oh well.. next time i'll do my best not to cheat too much...

i find it funny cause William does the cheating while i do the cover.. get what i mean?

oh and i remember i let him borrow my red pen~~ HOHO!
i was really shocked at what i did. i kinda thought that he would borrow pen from the others and just perfect! i let him borrow mine~~ then William wants to borrow too but.. LOL i already have all my pens.
aww~~ i was.. happy yet embarrassed. i just realized that my hands we're shaking.
must be because of embarrassment.

then Physics.. :3 i seriously don't know if my answers we're right since most of it are multiple choice!! *A*
i just hope i guessed it right.. ><
then the solving problem was a piece of cake.
i just hope the exam is kinda like that too. and i'm sure there'll be changes.
(maybe i should review our NAT review. i suddenly had the feeling that it'll be there)

then what else...?
i got to talk to Nicole. i really missed her.
i just thought maybe i should talk to her. but to my point of view.. it looked like i was chasing her.
i don't like that feeling to be honest. but i just thought i really have to at least let her know what i feel.
then we talked. i really missed the days when we're just WE in our group.
i almost cried in front of her.. but i'm glad i didn't. i really hate crying..
and i did my best not to cry.

i'm being a crybaby... i don't really like that.

i just told her about what i feel and what others might feel.
she said something about she wouldn't force herself to us if we don't like her.
i just told her that we all should just talk. the things is.. ugh.
they should speak up.

anyway i just wanna share that he was holding my anime ID lace~~ KYAA!~!

LOL i'm so simple minded.. being happy with such simple stuff. i'm even happy that he touched my pen.


wow.. ==" back in the days when i used to like him before and now i like him again. would you believe that?
oh well.. i just like him. i'm fine with just seeing him.

so that's it for today~~
i have to look for something.
`night! :3

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yesterday was our Film Showing: El Filibustero
it was boring. i kinda slept through it.
plus the girls [other schools] we;re.. ==" they kept squealing KYAA~~~ to Basilio
but seriously he's not that handsome.

anyway i went to school by 6 something am.
and i was a little shocked that there we're still few students there.. =3="
as i thought.

then Nicole came.. she hugged me.
then William~ he bought this own food. then Clariz.. she can use the net with her load.
then what else? I saw him. he's wearing pants..
oh and i forgot to mention that He was so handsome yesterday. liek REALLY.
//cough

its almost an hour but we still didn't get there.. oh well. [got lazy to narrate]
but this.. uh..? we rode a [normal bus] and on my view.. i saw him on our school service.. uwah~~
such a view for me~ :3

anyway
we reached SM North Edsa. i saw Mikay and the others on our way there.

in the end it was boring.. ==" and i never got to see him.
after that we decided to have lunch at Inasal. we saw Nicole.. she was with her friends.
i think she's part of that niners or something. oh well.. not like i care.
i mean.. it's kinda sad she don't spend much time with us anymore but i don't mind.
she has her own mind.
fufu~~ someone's kinda ****ed~~ :3

anyway we went to Inasal near Jollibee.
it was my first time eating at Inasal. and it was okay. unli rice.

then we went to Jiggers house.
that's it~

oh when i got home i slept the whole night. then midnight used the net

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Hey guys~~ :3
well i got lazy making a 1 week post. so i'll just make a summary. :3
i'll start last Monday, Oct. 15, 2012

well let's see.. i don't remember stuffs anymore.
okay lemme change that.
i'll just start on the stuffs that i remember~

you know uh.. these days i...
ugh. back then.. i don't have a crush on that person anymore. like seriously. i don't feel anything anymore.

oh then i remember.. there was a time.. i think it was Tuesday?
we had our consultation.
then we had to move so we went to the 2nd floor at the grade 5th room. and at that time it was already dark.
we practiced our speeches for our 1st defense.
i kinda flunked a little [and i was so worried]
anyway it wasn't about that.

i want to go to the washroom but when i saw the 2nd floor washroom [for girls] it was so dark..
so creepy.. *A*
so i just went back there.. >A<

then i thought i should let William and Clariz know. so i went to their meeting place [which was the speech lab]
as i was about to go back to the room, i came running! CAUSE IT WAS REALLY CREEPY!!
then when i entered the room i was kinda. [WHOA...]
they thought i saw something scary.
then our adviser asked if what time should i go home. i said anytime's fine. so she said i can go home now.
then she asked Miguel to accompany me. i told her it's okay. i'm fine alone.
but T.Lizel insist. then suddenly He said he'd come along too.
i was a little surprised but i just let it be.

as we're almost at the ground floor, i told him

  "Hey, uh.. thanks." then he said
  "Sure! Take care!" he said.

i don't know if i saw him smiled though.. but it would be really nice if he did~

then Thursday.. 1 day before our feasibility..
my group with Xandrah... they we're planning to dance for tomorrow. and since i'm one of their members, i had no choice (and i still get embarrassed)
and we already had our formation and.... ugh!! HE'S BEHIND ME!!! and.. *////*
he just touched my shoulder!! i was seriously shocked! i never thought he would really do that!
and he... IT WAS SUCH A LONG TIME!! *A*
when the rest already dropped their hands off, he's still holding my holder!!
i was really shocked and i almost can't breathe!! i can't believe it liek WHOA!!
it even made my heart DOKI DOKI!
sigh..

and that kept on repeating.. *////*
then they suddenly thought about my fringe.. they said i should clip it.
then he suddenly said
  "Hey! I might fall in love with you if that happened!"
i was surprised at what he said!! so shocked!

anyway just that.

[oh i forgot to mention.. i was so sad last Monday cause i failed my VERY EASY QUIZ ON PHYSICS!! *A*]
its because i messed up the THAT thingy. ==" but my solutions were correct. if i just didn't messed those 2.. =="]

anyway Feasibility day. [Oct. 19, 2012]
i came to school late, even though i was about to go there early..
i just.. ugh.. too sleepy.
i mean.. who wouldn't be so sleepy after being so late at night for almost 2 weeks!
so.. i hope i didn't made Xandrah mad.

after we had our mastery exams [ i think i failed my Math and CLE]
then after that we we're asked to change or clothes. [i was already wearing mine though]
then i was about to go to the washroom and He was about to change to his clothes then we kinda bumped onto each other. then he said

  "Hey~ your fringe okay~" he smiled!! *///*

i just nodded and smiled back~~
then after that, it took a while when we're at the washroom. the room was locked.
didn't get to wear my contacts.

so we went to the library.. feasibility started.
we'll be the third one to present.
then our adviser reminded me about my fringe then i told her that i left my clip upstairs. then she gave me hers.
i went to the washroom to check about my fringe, AND I REALLY DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE!!
then i suddenly thought i heard his voice.. oh well.
as i was about to leave the washroom, i looked uh.. to my left then i saw Him!!!
he... JUST SAW ME!!! *A*
it was so awkward that i ran away! ><

so that's it..

anyway during our feasibility... I CAN;T BELIEVE IT!! I SERIOUSLY FLUNKED ON MY SPEECH!! *A*
ESPECIALLY THE STEERING WHEEL PART!! *A*
damn it.. i feel so disappointed.. i even had them memorized already!! except the steering wheel part!
oh well..
i apologized to Cleo and Xandrah.. ( ; _ ; )

anyway, our feasibility was a success.
then no more late sleep nights anymore!!
so my friends (william & clariz) went to SM to play at timezone BUT IT'S CURRENTLY UNDER CO!! *A*
we went there for nothing. oh well~~
that's it.

i just wanna share what happened..
plus having a crush on him again..
i realized i like him again.. =="

Labels: 1 week of Memories..., Extra:, My Feelings

Heya~~
this post is.. feelings. :3
so anyway~~
you know (WHOA AM I TALKING TO!?)

these past few days i've been noticing a lot of things.
Long quizzes are coming then exams. after that, our 2nd semester is about to end. SEMBREAK! :3
then 2 semester more then we'll finally graduate.
sigh...
now that i mention about Graduate... it kinda make me sad.

anyway.. i notice i've been posting my daily life here and no more space for my personal feelings anymore.
(maybe i should fix this)
i made this blog anyway to, you know.. my personal life and feelings. private stuff.
and i don't like what's going on.

but that's not what i really wanna say anyway.

i don't know if i've been so sad these days or just being.. oblivious about such.
i had this friends whom i think i care about. i won't refer them as best friends though. it hard to say such things.

anyway here's what i wanna say.

i am very much aware that i'm a loner. or like a person who only has few friends and just them. i don't talk much too. but i can be really prank too. but these days.. i think i'm not being honest.
and it's kinda sad because i really wanna shout out. but i don't want to hurt their feelings anymore.
and i'm not being dramatic. this is what i really feel. i just feel that, we've been getting away from each other.
i don't want things to be.. uh..? i dunno how to say the exact word but what i'm trying to say is that i don't want it to be worse.

i care about my friends (i think) ugh! i'm such a cruel person!!
i don't really know if i'm honest or what, but right now i dunno what i feel about my friends.
i love my friends, sure that is. but i also don't want to hurt my friends. it's like hurting myself too.
and seriously.. i don't want that thing to ever happen again.
you see~ i can't stand being alone (i think i can.. but..)
i just don't like it whenever someone hates me.
must be because i was used to be bullied and that threatened me. ever since that time, i don't want others to hate to. so i don't talk much.
so many few friends.

and right now.. i've seen these.. stuffs. and seeing those stuffs made me thought i wasn't the only one who thinks that way. when i heard about it i really wanna cry but i tried hard to not to.
i've always thought maybe it was only me all along.
and for some reason, the burden became light but.. no. it's still such a sad feeling.

oh and i remember.. back then was so much fun.
i wonder.. maybe if i didn't transfer, will things be still the same? i've always had that thought before.
back then, there we're no such .. dramas. and no.. i wasn't referring to someone. or wait, i don't know.
and i don't think.. uh.. damn i seriously dunno how to say it.

damn.. i just want everyone to be honest. it kinda, no. it really makes me sad.
but right now.. i'm just going with the flow. i don't wanna hurt anyone anymore. i think which explains why i'm not saying straight things too much.
i'm being aware of what i'm saying these days. reeeeeaaaalllllyyy careful.
i don't want to snap too. it might give the other side the wrong idea.

oh and please.. i'm not referring to anyone.. well maybe a little.

sigh.. so tomorrow's another day?
i don't really wanna be a mean person. they've been so kind to me and i don't want them to give the wrong impression. i'm being self conscious huh.. =="
and yes i'm aware. this post doesn't make sense at all.
they're random feelings.

i just.. had to blurt it out.
so i guess changes are slowly.. coming huh.
i should prepare myself. i don't wanna cry.
crying is being weak. that's what i always thought.

changes... slowly...

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings

hmm from Oct. 8-12 i dunno what happened.
but oh well..

i think this was..? Tuesday? or Wedneday?
after our consultation (Feasibility)
Clariz, William, Jerome and I went to mcdo to have dinner.

while doing so~~ we suddenly interviewed Jerome.
and the rest is a secret.

LOL! Short as that~

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Oct. 1, 2012
Monday

i woke up with my eyes being such a sore. i looked like someone that the cockroach bit at their eyes.
I went to school very sad, not a good start huh.
(oh yeah, about last night... i ended up praying)

anyway my friends notice my eyes and asked if i cried. of course i said yes! i was so depressed!
then suddenly Clariz stepped on a landmine.
she reminded me of my wig again!! i ended up crying even though i didn't say anything!
bawling like a child. pssh~

i'm also aware that this is meaningless to them but this is me! they're not me so who da fuck are you ugh!!

anyway, just thinking about it makes me cry. but forget aout that! my project in physics! DIDN'T WORK AT ALL!! SO MAD AND PISSED I TEAMED UP WITH JAMAICA!
despite knowing that she's a lazy ass.

after school, WIlliam treated me to MCDO cause he said i'm so sad that day (Aww really. thanks braah~)
then i went home, i tried calling MOA KFC about the wig and they said i'll inform me.

Oct. 2, 2012
Tuesday

i don't remember what happened at school but my mom forgot to get my card.
Jamaica went home with me just to at least start our project in physics ( oh i think that was monday)
anyway, i tried calling KFC MOA and they have confirmed that my wig was still there! i was so happy that i thanked the gods and cried.
later that night, my mom came and said my brother, Lawrence was at the hospital. broken nose. operation. get it?
so there. my aunt had to stay home and i just used the net.

Oct. 3, 2012
Wednesday

I happily told my friends that my wigs are still there!
i don't remember much anything anymore. i think i visited my brother at the hospital.

Oct. 4, 2012
Thursday

i visited again at the hospital. then i got mad at my aunt cause i told her i don't have the keys but she didn't believed me. until when we reach the street already i told her i don't really have the keys and she got mad cause she thought i was kidding.
I KEPT TELLING HER THAT ITS NOT WITH ME!! FUCK HER!! AND THE ICE CREAM DIDN'T HELP ME CALM EITHER!!
so i went back to the hospital and took the FUCKING KEYS!!
(oh and i think we lost the net?)

Oct. 5, 2012
Friday

only Clariz was allowed to go to MOA with me. and that's expected from my friends.
and since we'll be going home early, we hang out at my place. played Slender Man.
Nicole & Jamaica, along with Moises and Jerome, came. but they also left.
Anyway, Jamaica told me she won't be going. to MOA i mean.
she said she suddenly got lazy. then me i was liek Oh okay. Fine.
but i totally understand but.. ugh. it's just annoying cause she said she'll come with us then last minute she won't be going. i hate those type of person but.. sigh. i understand her.

Anyway we watched Hachiko. i tried so hard not to cry and i did well.
After that, Clariz and William left.
Then Nicole, Jamaica and I watched Project X.

Oct. 6, 2012
Saturday

I woke up 10am to prepare stuff. by 12pm, Clariz came. (or i think 11am?)
then we went to MOA.
i got my wig Happily.
After that we watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower, kinda disappointing.
After that we checked some book stores and The Mark of Athena was already on market.
I bought little food at Mcdo then we left

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that's it. my latest update from my notebook.
the rest i don't know what happened.

Labels: 1 week of Memories...

Sept. 30, 2012
Sunday

i woke up early because there's a UST exam today. Oh but i'm done taking my exams. i just tagged along cause i want a UST t-shirt.
after that we left and stayed a little at the Benavides Building. (it's where i had my exam too)
after that, my mom and i we're looking for some souvenir shop. we ended up at the museum and it's so cool!
especially those animals which is scary cause they might move.

so anyway, we bought a t-shirt. one for me and one for William.
(oh i also wore the contact lens)
as i got home, i feel so sleepy so i slept. got pissed too cause i didn't had my lunch.

then night time, i was alone. i was about to try my contact lens with my wig. so as i went upstairs to try my blonde wig & brown wig,  it wasn't there. i looked everywhere and its not relaly there.
my mom heard me making some noise
(oh and i was doing my investigatory project too which failed)

and that's when it sink to me that i left my wig at MOA
(oh and it was 11pm that time, i mean when this happened)
i cried so much. thinking how much its important to me.
i researched about KFC's contact number at MOA.
though i'm very much aware that it's already close, i still tried calling. and as expected, no one answered.
i just kept crying. my mom heard me and she just hugged me and said it'll be okay.

so to calm myself, i watched One Piece and some of Ryan Higa's videos. as i went to my room, it sunk onto me again that i kept crying till i slept.

Labels: EVENTS, My Feelings

[more like a month]
okay late posts again.
i'll make this really fast

Labels: EVENTS