1. "Happiness?"
Out of the world
yes
im happy
im with the people who are around me
we're happy together
i would probably say

I dont want to end this Happy Moment we had

but then
its was propably a lie
i believe in that Happiness
because i was so happy
but then, it turned into a deep sadness.

2. "Dark"
Inside of this world
i was able to understand
my own scattered feelings
i was able to smile again
but then
this thing called ______
it made me think
i want to be part of it
but no
because i dont even know what with it

at that time
it was a huge mess
i cried and cried
wishing for it to come back
i dont know
but it came true

as soon as im back again
its this feeling again
i feel alone again
will i be always like this?

3. "Decision"
sometimes im thinking
i want to cry
all day and night
but i have this mask that makes me okay
but inside me is a crying face

there's thiss rule that i cant cry
so i kept my tears
looking for a place to cry
im always saying to myself

You cant cry here
if you do
someone will see you
someone will worry about you
someone will feel bad for

and i dont want that...
but the real feeling that i have
i really want some comfort
if that happens
i could die happily
i guess.

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