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Featuring Kobato-chan and Himawari-chan!

Himawari: (sigh) as usual...
Kobato: what usual?
Himawari: oh, my old self! hello Kobato-chan...
Kobato: Hm? my future self seems to be very lonely...
Himawari: and my old self seems to be happy before...
Kobato: is there something wrong?
Himawari: no... im fine! ^^ as long as i wear this mask... no one will think what i was really thinking! ^^
Kobato: Hahaah! you're so funny, Himawari-chan! Dont you remember! i use to be you! ^^ so i know whats inside you! ^^
Himawari: yeah... i forgot...
Kobato: (walks away)
Himawari: where are you going?
Kobato: i'll be back! ill just let you have some time! ^^
Himawari: huh?
Kobato: your name... Himawari... its a sunflower right? Sunflower shines so brightly and looks at the sun. So why are you so sad? you're suppose to be a lively Hana. like a Sunflower.
Himawari: yeah i know. im suppose to be there, smiling...
Kobato: why dont you try to remove your mask?
Himawari: (shock) i... i cant! if i did that, they will know my real emotion!
Kobato: Isn't that what you want them to know? you want them to know how you really feel right? so why were you scared of them knowing your real emotion? its okay to cry...
Himawari: Kobato-chan... (tearing up) I I HATE YOU!!!
Kobato: ^^ im so happy for you Kobato-chan... you already showed your face... ^^
Himawari: (crying so hard)
Kobato: (hugs Himawari) Himawari, dont forget that i use to be you... nobody may understand... but me... i was the only one who tries to open your mask... actually, i also that feeling... but like you, i kept it with a mask, but i want to be understand by someone, but no ones willing to, so i change, i want to fight, but i cant. but then, im still happy that you're me. we're just the same Himawari... (tearing up)
Himawari: K-Kobato-chan...
Kobato: Thank you, Himawari... Because of you, i think i can disappear peacefully now, i love you Himawari. Himawari, just remember me in your heart. Cause we are just one souls, one heart, one body... i have to go now... I know you'll find that person that will make you special... (fading away)
Himawari: N-No Kobato-chan! Please come back!
Kobato: (smiling gently) Himawari, aishiteru, demo Sayonara... (fades into the light then vanished)
Himawari: (shocked) Kobato-san... you're... you're just like Kuro Usagi-san, my most precious person, left me...
Himawari: Hey, Himawari-chan! Dont you remember some of Kobato-san's last words?
Himawari: Kobato-chan's last words?

" I know you'll find that person that will make you special"

Himawari: is that what you meant?
Himawari: Yes. as Kobato-san, i am also you. Im the opposite of you.
Himawari: How come? i never even thought of you...
Himawari: (slaps Himawari)
Himawari: Ow! Why'd you do that!
Himawari: You just got mad at me right? Thats your emotion.
Himawari: (gasp) my my mask!
Himawari: here, if you continue to wear this, Kobato-san will be disappointed to you.
Himawari: but its my only protection...
Himawari: You know, i dont understand you anymore. You're hiding your real emotions but you want them to understand you?
Himawari: (silent)
Himawari: Himawari, you are you. If your still gonna use that mask, its just a proof that you're a coward. i thought you want to be brave.
Himawari: yeah i know, but i also realize that i...
Himawari: (slaps Himawari again)
Himawari: ow... okay...
Himawari: What Okay?
Himawari: I'll try what everyone is trying to do... just try...
Himawari: DONT TRY!!! DO IT!!!
Himawari: (sigh) if i give up, talk to me again...
Himawari: I wont. I want you to have courage in yourself... Bye! (faded away)
Himawari: (sigh)


Himawari:
i dont know what to do anymore...

~to be continued~

Labels: My Feelings