Open Forum:
POSTED ON Thursday, February 11, 2010 AT 6:25 PM \\
Hello! ^^i'm back again...
here's my opinion first.
the recovery of my emotions has...
quite okay now.
i mean...
its 49% okay.
and i can laugh but not too loud like before...
i can smile
but im still quiet...
but thats okay.
maybe another week, im okay now.
but there are times that im still quiet...
and i haven't been sitting alone in the corner for a while now...
NOTE:
im not EMO okay...
i know that myself...
well thats because thats what they said...
but NO! i know im not! >:3
okay the Story:
February 10, 2010
Thursday
when i heard that the other sections have made their OPEN FORUM i decided i also want to have ours.
thats because i want to know their NEGATIVE COMMENTS about me...
and i also want to know Mr. Brightside's negative comment about me...
oh and also
i notice that AxeX's have been avoiding me which made me thought that he hates me...
but Kyashii-chan and C.C. said that he kind of feel conscious talking to me... and so do i... i kind of feel conscious over him too...
then during our free time...
oh before our free time.
BoyGirl ( <--- codename only ) already told our adviser about the Open Forum so she accepted it. but that bad thing is... while we we're about to do the open forum... our adviser's mug got broken cause of the RadioBoys ( <--- codename too ) naughtiness! and so our adviser got mad at us. so C.C.-chan ta=old everyone about the open forum so i joined, since im the one who wanted to start this.
but im not comfortable.
i want everybody to join.
especially those two...
but then
we continued about it.
many said their hidden feelings about each other.
and so i heard my negative comments as well...
but all of them are the same.
they told me that im EMO
but i really know myself that im not EMO!!!
they also said that im always sitting alone at the
well thats because i feel comfortable sitting alone at the corner...
sorry about it...
and this girl said that
"You're not invincible. We can notice you, but its like you dont want us to notice you"
USOTSUKI (LIAR)
hmm...
actually, i dont mind about it.
but...
its a lie.
they dont see me.
okay
they can see me but...
they dont talk to me.
which means...
ALONE
but i dont care anyway.
actually, im glad that that is what they thought about it...
but im still not satisfied...
so then after our OPEN FORUM
i went to my locker and put my bag and went to my club.
but as usual i didn't do anything.
then i saw Mr. 1st year Representative
we talked about how he hate NGUSO and how he really loves BoyGirl...
but anyways...
i wont include that anymore.
that's his story! >:3
and he has his own blog too!
but its not yet updated...
Thursday
when i heard that the other sections have made their OPEN FORUM i decided i also want to have ours.
thats because i want to know their NEGATIVE COMMENTS about me...
and i also want to know Mr. Brightside's negative comment about me...
oh and also
i notice that AxeX's have been avoiding me which made me thought that he hates me...
but Kyashii-chan and C.C. said that he kind of feel conscious talking to me... and so do i... i kind of feel conscious over him too...
then during our free time...
oh before our free time.
BoyGirl ( <--- codename only ) already told our adviser about the Open Forum so she accepted it. but that bad thing is... while we we're about to do the open forum... our adviser's mug got broken cause of the RadioBoys ( <--- codename too ) naughtiness! and so our adviser got mad at us. so C.C.-chan ta=old everyone about the open forum so i joined, since im the one who wanted to start this.
but im not comfortable.
i want everybody to join.
especially those two...
but then
we continued about it.
many said their hidden feelings about each other.
and so i heard my negative comments as well...
but all of them are the same.
they told me that im EMO
but i really know myself that im not EMO!!!
they also said that im always sitting alone at the
well thats because i feel comfortable sitting alone at the corner...
sorry about it...
and this girl said that
"You're not invincible. We can notice you, but its like you dont want us to notice you"
USOTSUKI (LIAR)
hmm...
actually, i dont mind about it.
but...
its a lie.
they dont see me.
okay
they can see me but...
they dont talk to me.
which means...
ALONE
but i dont care anyway.
actually, im glad that that is what they thought about it...
but im still not satisfied...
so then after our OPEN FORUM
i went to my locker and put my bag and went to my club.
but as usual i didn't do anything.
then i saw Mr. 1st year Representative
we talked about how he hate NGUSO and how he really loves BoyGirl...
but anyways...
i wont include that anymore.
that's his story! >:3
and he has his own blog too!
but its not yet updated...
well thats all for today...
wish me luck okay!
wish me luck to be the person that i once were! ^^
Look forward for the others okay!!! ^^
Labels: My Feelings
A lonely girl who has a lonely life. nothing more.