1 WEEK OF SAD MEMORIES?
POSTED ON Sunday, August 14, 2011 AT 12:48 AM \\
YO THERE. :3 BEEN A WHILE I GUESS.
THESE PAST FEW DAYS, I'VE BEEN LIKE.. NOTHING BUT QUINAN. =="
SOMETIMES I THINK "HEY, IS IT TRUE THAT I LIKE HIM? BUT REALLY, I DON'T HAVE SUCH FEELINGS FOR HIM LIKE AS IN ;LIKE' OR 'LOVE' =="" SO YEAH, IT'S WEIRD. I KNOW.


ANYWAY, I'LL DO THE 1 WEEK MEMORY ENTRY.
HERE I GO~ :3




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AUG. 8, 2011
MONDAY

NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED.BUT..
I SAW HIM PATTING HER HAIR. DUNNO WHY, BUT I WE'RE IRRITATED. =="

OH AND WE HAD A OUR COSTUME ROLEPLAY FOR OUR ENGLISH SOMETHING2X.

AUG. 9, 2011
TUESDAY

QUINAN WAS ABSENT. I WAS.. SAD?
LONELY? IT KINDA FELT SO QUIET.

OH AND WE HAD OUR PROJECT IN HISTORY.

THEN DURING OUR TLE TIME, I'M GLAD THE BOTTLE WASN'T POINTED TO ME. BUT ROBERTA SEEMS TO WANT TO ASK SOMETHING TO ME.. CUZ AT THE END OF THE GAME, SHE AND HER FRIENDS WE'RE CALLING ME. CUZ THE GAME WAS LIEK "SPIN THE BOTTLE" 

OH AND ZINDI TOLD ME THAT I'M KIND. CUZ OUR TEACHER ASKED HER WHO DOES SHE THINK IS THE KINDEST PERSON SHE KNOW IN THE CLASSROOM. I WAS SURPRISED CUZ I WASN'T EXPECTING THAT. :3 STILL, IMMA GLAD.

AUG. 10, 2011
WEDNESDAY

HE'S BACK TO SCHOOL. HIS FRIENDS WE'RE TORTURING HIM AGAIN. I ASKED ROBERTA IF SHE HAD AN IDEA WHY THEY WE'RE DOING THAT TO HIM. ROBERTA DOESN'T KNOW, BUT SHE SAID HE HAD NO CHOICE. WHY?

SIGH~ IMMA KINDA WORRIED. THEY'RE SO MEAN DESHOU?

OH AND I DUNNO WHY, BUT I WAS SO SAD THAT DAY. =="
MAYBE CUZ I GOT THIS FEELING HE'S AVOIDING ME. HOPE NOT.

I ALSO THOUGHT MAYBE HE THINKS I LIEK HIM. AUGH! FOR TONS OF TIMES, NO!
IT'S LIKE, A BROTHERLY LOVE! LIKE JOB! MY BEST FRIEND! >< SHEESH~

I ALSO CALLED ROBERTA'S NAME FOR THE FIRST TIME. :3

AUG. 11, 2011
THURSDAY

WE HAD OUR CAT EXAM. I'M GLAD I HAD A PASSING GRADE OF 18. I DIDN'T STUDY NEE. XD
THEN AFTER EXAM, WE WENT STRAIGHT TO THE CANTEEN.
I ATE MY LUNCH THERE. (I ALWAYS EAT LUNCH AT DISMISSAL, CUZ ITS KINDA AWKWARD TO EAT WITH LOTS OF PEOPLE IN THE CANTEEN.)

THEN I SAW QUINAN, WITH HIS FRIEND. I RAN ONTO HIM WITH MY FOOD AND WAS ABOUT TO RAISE MY HAND (I RAISE MY HAND, CUZ ITS HOW I GREET PEOPLE.)
SUDDENLY, I CHOKED MY FOOD AND MY FRIENDS LAUGHED AT ME AND HE SAID 
"WHY DON'T YOU EAT FIRST~ -SMILE-"
AWW, THEN I WENT BACK TO MY FRIENDS AND FINISHED EATING.
WILLIAM SAID "LOL! EPIC FAIL!" LOL! WE LAUGHED SO HARD! XD

SO I WAITED UNTIL HE'S NEAR. I RAISED MY HAND AGAIN AND THERE, I ASKED IF IS IT OKAY TO PAT HIS HEAD. I'M GLAD HE AGREED. THEN AFTER THAT, I TOUCHED HIS CHEEK! *A*
I WANNA DO THAT SO BADLY! *A*

SO THEN, HE LEFT.
ON THE ENTRANCE HE'S THERE AGAIN, I WANNA ASK IF ITS OKAY AGAIN. AWW.. HE'S SO FUCKING ADORABLE! *A* BUT THEN HE LEFT. OH WELL.


AUG. 12, 2011
FRIDAY

I SUCCESSFULLY SUBMITTED BY CLE PROJECT. THEN UH.. WHAT ELSE.
I RECEIVED OUR TLE PROJECT. I NAMED MINE SHIZUO, FOR MY HUBBY. <3

THEN UH... QUINAN WAS KINDA TALKING TO ME.
I REALLY LIKE HIM. I MEAN, AS A BROTHER. =="
FUCK! DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA! *A*

ANYWAY, I KNOW THIS IS KINDA OF, IRRITATING TO SAY, BUT.. I HAVE THIS FEELING, HE KINDA GETS SHY WHEN TALKING TO ME. HIS VOICE KINDA LOWER DOWN, AND LIKE SO HUMBLE. BUT TO OTHERS.. HE'S LIEK.. SO COMEDIAN AND YEAH.. LIKE THAT.

THEN GUBAN CAME. THEN SUDDENLY HE SAID
"HEY __, HOLD QUINAN'S HEAD."
"NAH. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE HIM MAD"
"NO. IT'S ALRIGHT, RIGHT QUINAN?"
-QUINAN NODDED-
-I PATTED HIM-
-GUBAN SQUEL-

THEN I WAS WONDERING, WHY IS IT OKAY FOR ME TO PAT HIS HEAD WHEN HE TOLD GUBAN NOT TO MESS HIS HAIR.. ==" SIGH.. STILL, I DON'T WANT HIM TO AVOID ME, LIKE OTHERS DO.
SO I WANNA AVOID HIM OF POSSIBLE.
IF EVER I DIDN'T BLAME MY BRAIN FOR THINKING HE'S FUCKING ADORABLE.

THEN WE WENT TO MCDONALDS, WILLIAM, CLARIZ, NICOLE & I.
I WAS ACTUALLY WAITING IF EVER QUINAN WOULD COME. I WANNA PAT HIS HEAD.
(GOSH! MY BLOG'S FULL OF QUINAN! THE HECK!)
THEN THERE, "HI, HI!" XD

AUG. 13, 2011
(MY BROTHER'S BDAY & THEIR FILM SHOWING)

I WENT TO SCHOOL. HAD MY PROJECT, HMM.. NORMAL DAY. OH AND NICOLE & CLARIZ TOLD ME THAT WE'LL GO SHOPPING AFTER SCHOOL. SO YEAH, I TOOK MY MONEY FROM HOME.

ANYWAY, WE HAD OUR NCAI. AND DAMN, IT'S HARD. ESPECIALLY MATH. I SUCK AT IT. AND I MUST STUDY HARD! OR ELSE NO ONE WILL ACCEPT MY ENTRANCE EXAM IN A UNIVERSITY! *A*
I WANT TO HAVE A MATH TUTOR! ><

SO THERE, I DIDN'T FINISHED MY MATH NCAI PART. AND I DIDN'T FINISHED A LOT TOO.. ==" SIGH~ I HAVE TO STUDY HARD! FUCK. I NEED TO FOCUS! ><
THEN ON MONDAY, I'LL BE DOING SCIENCE MAGIC! GAH! *A* WHAT SHOULD I DO! I'M SO NERVOUS!

I ONLY FEEL OKAY WHENEVER I REPORT DURING HISTORY & FILIPINO! *A*

ANYWAYZ, DURING DISMISSAL, I SAW QUINAN. THEN NICOLE TOLD ME 
"BRING QUINAN HERE"
AND SO, I DID. :3 I OLD HIS ARM. LOL! XD
THEN THERE, LALALA. AWKWARD MOMENTS BETWEEN THEM.
THEN I ASKED IF IS IT OKAY TO TAKE A PICTURE OF HIM (CUZ NICOLE ASKED FOR IT)
THEN HE SAID NEXT TIME. SIGH~ I THINK I OFFENDED BOTH HIM & NICOLE. 
I REALLY FEEL GUILTY.

THEN ANYWAY, AFTER THAT, WE WENT TO MCDONALDS. WAITED FOR CLARIZ. THEN TALKED ABOUT RUMORS. THEN CLARIZ CAM, THEN OFF WE GO TO OUR HOUSE.

THEN AFTER I CHANGE WE WENT TO MALL. UWAH! I SAW A TRC CHARACTER GUIDEBOOK # 2! *A*
I WANNA BUY IT SO MUCH SINCE ITS SO CHEAP! UNTIL IN THE OFFICIAL BOOKSTORE! *A* AND I SAW A TRC VOL. 24 AND xxxHOLiC VOL. 14 I THINK? UWAH! I BOUGHT THE HOLIC VOLUME. CUZ I NEVER HAD HOLIC EVER IN MY LIFE!
I'LL BUY THE OTHER TWO ONCE I HAD MONEY. XD SO HAPPY! XDD
I ALSO SAW ORANGE PLANET, HMM.. WHAT ELSE.. PINK INNOCENT.. AND MORE. LOL! AND IT'S SO CHEAP! XD SO HAPPY! UWAH! MY BESTIE BOUGHT THE YAMATO NADESHIKO MANGA! TT^TT I WANNA BUY IT TOO BUT.. SHE DUN WANNA GIVE ME! TT^TT

THEN WE WENT TO AN ANIME SHOP. I BOUGHT 5POSTERS. 2 NARUTO & 3 REBORN POSTER.
THEN WE EAT, LALALA.

ANYWAY, WHILE LOOKING AROUND, WE'RE KINDA TALKING ABOUT QUINAN (NOT AGAIN. LOL!)
LALALALA~ THEN SUDDENLY, NICOLE TOLD ME 
"LOOK WHO'S MORE IN LOVE WITH HIM"
"HMM? YOU?"
"YOU!"
"EH!? WHY ME!?"
"CAUSE YOU KEEP CHIT-CHATTING THIS & THAT!"
"UWAH! NO! WHY DO YOU KEEP THINKING IT LIKE THAT! ><"

SIGH~ YEAH, WHY?

THEN AFTER THAT, WHEN WE'RE ABOUT TO GO HOME, WE SUDDENLY TALKED ABOUT SOMETHING RELIGIOUS. CUZ THEY KNEW I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THERE IS GOD. THEN THEY TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD BELIEVE IN HIM. AND THEY SAID THAT GOD PAYS HIS ATTENTION TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN HIM THAT TO THOSE. ==" SIGH~ I DUN GET THAT IDEA.

I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, BUT I RESPECT THEM. SO I STILL HAVE MY MANNERS. UNLIKE JOMAR, HE'S AN ILLUMINATI. SIGH.. HE'S.. SCARY. 

THEN SUDDENLY, THEY TOLD ME 
"WHY DON'T WE CONFESS?" -- NICOLE
"SURE! I'VE ALWAYS WANNA DO THAT. I WANNA KNOW SOME ANSWERS" -- ME
"WE DO IT HERE EVERY ONCE A YEAR..." -- CLARIZ.

AND SO IT WAS PLANNED. WE'LL CONFESS TO THE PRIEST ONE DAY.

THEN RIGHT AFTER THAT, I WENT HOME. NO ONE'S HOME. I STAYED OUTSIDE FER LIEK 2 HOURS?
MY NEIGHBORS SAW ME, AND WANTS ME TO LET ME STAY FOR A LITTLE WHILE AT THEIR HOUSE. BUT I DECLINE. CUZ.. IMMA SHY. AND NOT CLOSE TO MY NEIGHBORS. BUT I APPRECIATE THEIR CONCERN.. :3 THANK YOU. :3

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SO THAT'S IT.
I STILL HAFTA STUDY.
QUIZ ON HISTORY, SCIENCE MAGIC ON CHEMISTRY, SUBMISSION OF PORTFOLIO (INCLUDING THE PICTURE OF YER WORK (PAMANA PROJECT) --- MONDAY
MASTERY FER HISTORY (OTHERS DUNNO YET.) --- TUESDAY


WRITTEN ON AUG. 13, 2011
SATURDAY

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