hello~ This will be short.

i realized how i feel at ease whenever see an artwork whose crying. whether its a girl, boy or whatsoever. as long as its crying. i thought maybe cause i was so sad, that i can't cry anymore. so seeing those crying artworks makes me thought that they would cry for me, for so i can't do that. it... pains me so bad. it makes me think how lonely i am in this world.

same goes with listening to sad songs. [speaking of sad songs, i'll change my current song on `mi bloggie]

yeah.. that's right... i always thought i'm not sad about it anymore.. though its true, i'm still a human anyway. i can still feel emotions. even though i was bullied before, i used to cry so hard that time. but now, thinking about it, i thought.. it became my strength i guess. but still, being alone is such a sad thing.. but still, i don't mind.

i don't mind if they forgot about me.

Labels: My Feelings