SIGH~
POSTED ON Friday, September 23, 2011 AT 10:49 PM \\
Hello! i got lazy using CAPS. i just feel like using it whenever i talk to her~ She's so OSM! LOL! XD


anyway~ Today's the day! to update `mi bloggie.


so here i go~ :3


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[i'll just tell or write anything that i remember]

first, about him. I always saw him wondering around. and now it all makes sense why.
but anyway, i'm just glad that he talks to me little by little.

Sept. 22, 2011
[Thursday]

i wanted to die. so bad.
but then~

it's our CAT day. again.. =="
it's also our cards day.

then there.. lalala~ i just made 2 suicide letters~ :3 I'mma serious nee.
i was so liek "UGH! LET ME DIE ALREADY! *A*"

i even told this to my friends. Wil, told me "If you're going to die, please visit me and take me with you."
he don't wanna live anymore too. but dunno why he wanna die.

i laughed and said "Sure, but before that, i'll find a perfect spot to die on"

my classmates knew about it too. Especially this Marinelle. I ... really find her annoying. =="
i hate the way she talks. i wanna pull her down instead. ==" ugh~ she's so damn annoying.

oh and i forgot my written report. i was so pissed that morning too. so then i told rendell
"Hey, i'll tell it to you immediately. i forgot my written report. i'm sorry, blame it all on me. bye"

so i went back to my sit being disappointed. i was so so so disappointed to myself nee.. =="
i hate that feeling.. and i did my best not to cry. sigh~ why is life so harsh on me? =="

on my suicide letter, i said that God never does exist. he sucks.
sigh~ 

then uh what else?

anyway, right after the CAT, we had this blablabla. then straight to that parish something. my parents didn't come. first time. but imma not disappointed or sumthin. then lalalala~ i was so nervous. i'm just glad i passed all my subjects. first time... i didn't receive a line of 7 in my card.

Sept. 23, 2011
Friday

Mark, Guban and I chatted.
They told me he likes her and her likes him. Mutual Love.
too bad she won't accept him as boyfriend cuz.. you know.. she's a good girl.

i was... ==" dunno.

but i was happy for her.. i'm just glad that Mark & Guban trusted me to tell that secret of theirs.. and currently, Mark has one.. :3

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That's all i guess.. :3

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