it's been a while
POSTED ON Friday, February 3, 2012 AT 9:03 PM \\
Hello dear bloggie. You see i.. i'm so tired. So i'll make this fast.

I'll just put this weeks or anything that i remember.

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We had our first JS practice i think Last Week? It was Wednesday. Forgot the date.
then before, during our History Class, Our teacher suddenly said why he partner is him. And suddenly said that Everybody loves Castro right, Kim? I was shocked and was like "Huh?" then she said "Just agree with it"
i kept quiet the whole time.

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okay so... William and Nicole currently have a you know.. quarrel.
i was really sad but.. sigh. What to do? I'm such a useless friend.

Then uh what else? My first partner in JS PROM was... dunno his name. But he's on the class next door. Then today, we had a new partner. And my new partner was Jobe's elder Brother. I think it's called Jeb.

AND FUCK THAT GUY! I THINK HE FINDS ME WEIRD JUST CUZ I KEEP ON PLAYING ALONE. (where you throw something and catch it) AND HE TOLD IT TO HIS FRIENDS AND WE'RE LAUGHING AT ME! FUCK! IF HE HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME, THEN TELL ME! DUH! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH! FUCK YOUUUUU!!! DAMN I SOO WANNA KILL YOU!

I WAS AT FIRST DEPRESSED ABOUT IT. BUT THEN I THOUGHT IT'S OKAY. I LIKE PLAYING THAT GAME! AND FUCK! EVERYONE'S WEIRD ON THEIR OWN BUT THIS HURTS ME A LITTLE! THEY JUDGED ME IMMEDIATELY! FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO SOMETHING TO YOU!? I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT'S ON MY BRAIN!

so anyway, before that, my classmates started asking this and that. And they told me that i'm the most honest person in class. i was surprised. and my friends agrees too. i think i'm too straightforward. you see, i don't care what others think about me or what they would feel if ever i said something that's really true. though yeah sometimes it gives me this feeling being sad cause i said something bad for them. but well... Honesty is the Best Policy. ;3 I don't like to lie. I JUST LIE ON ONE AND ONLY THING. for peeps, guess what. :3

so then after practice, we went to Andrea's house with Jamaica and WIlliam. Jamaica went home immediately though. And William, Andrea and I we're talking a random Stuff.



Oh and Kino-chan... i.. I'm sorry. I can't do anything. I... i know i'm selfish. But... i don't really want you to be sad. You nor Renny-chan. I... please... it's... saddening.. i don't want to see you sad...




That's all. 

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