fuck this day of my life
POSTED ON Friday, March 23, 2012 AT 4:33 PM \\
hello.. today i.. just hurt my friend. what am i talking so straight! it makes me wanna puke!


anyway.. it was like this. my friend, William told me that he was sad about Nicole. Cuz she had plans going to the Star City with her other friends. i suddenly felt betrayed or sad. And thought i wanna do cruel things to her. (i know, i'm a bad friend)


then today, we went to KFC... and told her everything. She cried... i wanna cry too but.. ugh! i don't know! then she went home. Then after that, we went to Andrea's place. i kept blaming myself so i tried to go home. my friends caught me and i was insisting to go home then i just suddenly cried. i was really sad.. i kept blaming myself. until now.. it hurts me so much. but.. i find it disgusting when i ran away. so dramatic. LOL!


so time pass by... and.. sigh.


back then.. i think it was Wednesday, March 21, 2012.
we went to Mcdonalds too and William, Jamaica and I suddenly felt OP or out of place. So i told Nicole and her friends that we'll go visit Andrea instead. Cuz we'll probably feel out of place when we hang out with them. She was sad of course. She even talked to us and said sorry if she let us feel that way. fuck! ME AND MY BIG MOUTH! sigh.. i feel.. oTL seriously.. this is.. breaking my heart.

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