just this morning.. i had a really sad dream.
in my dream, we live in the countryside with my family.
we have a farm too. then i have these two close friends (actually they're animals)
and they can talk.
i think one is a chicken (Rooster) and one is a cow i think. or a dog..? dunno.
i was so close with them and told them my everything.

then one time, we had a celebration and because of that, i forgot about them.
when i reach home, i was looking for them, with my reward.
then i can't find them so i ate first.
Then i looked for them again and i saw that they we're dead already. (cuz it was the food that i just ate)
i was so shocked that i wanted to puke!!
then i told my mom "MOM!!! WHY THE HELL DID YOU COOK MY FRIENDS!?"
Then my Mom said "Why!? They are our food after all. You like them anyway."


Then i walked out and cried so hard, then my brain in my dream said
I have to wake up


And so i wake up crying so hard.

weird isn't? but it's really sad.. it's like.. i just betrayed my dearest friends.

anyway today.. i was supposed to get my wig today. i even wore my costume.
then when we're at SM already.. he didn't came.. so i didn't get the chance to go to the Ucai Photocraze.. ( ; _ : ) i was really really sad.. ( ; _ ; )
oh well maybe next time.

That leaves the last event (for me) this May.
VocaFusion this May 20.

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