yesterday my parents and I had a fight.
i was ready to die but then.. =="
i realized i wasn't really ready.
i'm so stupid.
then i went to the terrace thinking. then my dad saw me and talked to me why am i like this.
then i went to my room and they saw all the papers that i wrote.
fuck them and stuff. liek that.
then my dad slapped me so hard he even kicked me.
i just kept crying.

then after a long minute my dad talked to me.
and he forced my mom to talk to me.
i don't know but things won't be back to the way it was anymore.
there's that awkward wall you know.

then the next day, [today]
i didn't went to school. cuz my eyes became a sore.... =="
it'll be embarrassing if i went to school like that.
and i thought school would be suspended.

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