Based on my notebook again. :3
so here i start. :3

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Sept. 17, 2012 (Monday)

i went to school (late)
then recess. I notice how William was really quiet.
He seems.. nah. He's really sad.
I can't even talk to him. too scared.
He was quiet the whole day.
Anyway i asked my friend to watch Kan-san playing The Grudge with me.
They said on Friday.
Since i don't want to waste their time just to watch, we'll play Slender Man. 
(So i'll have to install it //gulp)

Anyway, i fangirled so much that i almost can't breathe.
I love KANZENTAICELL-SAMA SO MUCH!! ❤
so there~~~
On our war home, Nickey (I just discovered the i spelled her name all this time wrong. *A*)
said something about Naruto BEING NORMAL.
It made me really sad and i was hurt so much.
Luckily, i was with Clariz cause i really cried. 
It just hurts me so much.
Oh and Carlo was there too.
Anyway that's it.

Sept. 18, 2012 (Tuesday)

i don't remember much.
All i remember is that William, Clariz and I went to Mcdo and they suddenly thought to eat at Chowking instead. GEEZ!!
Anyway, we ended up eating at Mcdo. After that, Clariz and I went to my place the we discovered that my wig finally arrived!! SO HAPPY!!
LOL
Then we had our measurements for our King & Queen of Spades COSPLAY.
---> Oh and William finally talked to me. :3 I also cried on this day too. I dunno why.
---> i also got to see him in the jeep. Even sat beside him.

Sept. 19, 2012 (Wednesday)

It's P.E day!! it sucks cause its our first subject.
I think i was late. (yah i was.)
the moment i arrived at school, i saw Clariz' homework and RYAN HIGA WAS THERE!!! 
SO UPSET THAT I DIDN'T PUT HIM ONTO MY CRUSH LISTS!!!
so upset i wanna faint. 
Until Sir Awie arrived, i'm still  upset and kept messing my hair as a sign of sadness or disappointment.

Anyway, we played Scrabble. Many letters were missing. So in the end, they just posted dirty stuff on the board and the even took a photo of it. (Though i was the one who took it.)

Then what else? 
Nothing much anymore.
Oh yeah, i cried because of Jamaica.
I was trying so hard to not cry but i ended up crying. 
[Hey.. i've been crying for 3 straight days now... ==" i must have been so lonely]
She said something about being upset cause i didn't gave her a piece of paper and that i i lied to her
(Sigh i'll never lie again. Not that i'm making a promise. Because i know It's inevitable)
i suddenly thought i can't stand being hated by my friends 
(well i don't mind if i also don't like that person)
Anyway, he saw me crying and asked why. Then the others too.
Suddenly Sam and Xandrah asked why i'm crying, Sam suddenly said Why is it when i cry i still look pretty. (Geez, i should stop wrtiting those)
Anyway, that's it. I recovered fast.
BTW, i almost cried because of disappointment when i saw Ryan on Clariz' homework.

Sept. 20, 2012 (Thursday)

what happened on this day?
i don't know. LOL

Sept. 21, 2012 (Friday)

Finally Friday!
Forgot what happened too.
Anyway, Jamaica said something bad about our teachers and the teacher(s) who are currently taking care of us overheard what we're talking about.
i mean, COME ON!! WHO WOULDN'T OVERHEAR HER IF HER VOICE WAS TOO LOUD!!
That teacher just laughed and said she'd give Jamaica a white slip. 
Not really her but she'll tell it to them and i think she was just kidding.
And cause of that, Jamaica had plans on being absent on Monday.

Then dismissal, William, Clariz, Nickey and I went to Mcdo but there we're no more chairs anymore.
(to be honest i wanted to eat at Chowking but Nickey wanted to eat at Mcdo. i was seriously pissed too. i just didn't made it obvious.)

Nickey kept saying to just take out our orders but i really feel bad if we did because i'm worried about William since i invited him to eat with us and he came for me 
(though i think i was forcing him to come)
And i'm so worried i dunno what to do so in the end, William left. 
i really felt bad because i invited him. i wanna apologize as soon as we got home.
After eating at Mcdo, we went back to FCM to buy little snacks then off to my place.
As we arrived, my mom was there.
I was a little sad cause we won't enjoy much our stay there.

Then opened the laptop, and the Net was so slow  that i took 30mins to DL Slender Man.
I felt bad too because they wasted their time for nothing.
I don't want something like that to happen again. 
The thing is, i'm too scared to install Slender Man. Like something might happen.
Geez. I'm being Paranoid.

After they left, i went back home, i came running. Checked my Twitter account and immediately apologized to William. He said it's okay and because he got pissed because of someone.
I still feel sorry (even typing this still make me feel responsible.. ><)

Anyway, i started making Logo for our feasib. I don't really know.

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There. :3 that's it for today~~ :3
phew.. finally caught up.. =="
it was really such a hassle.
it's liek i was cramming.

Last friday, i also started Reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower
it was really nice. :3 it was okay.
after reading that, i thought i wanna buy the book The Hobbit
it seems really interesting since there will be a movie soon. :3
i even remember t.Lud saying about it. :3

anyway..
i think i have been sad these past few days.
i also have been crying.
except from the part of watching One Piece in where Oars died and i really cried.
but not about that..
i think i have just been so lonely.
so lonely i dunno how to explain.

reading the Perks of Being a wallflower makes me realize that i'm a wallflower too.
oh well.. i'm just giving my realizations.

and because of reading that book, i wanna read another book. :3
 i can't believe reading a book is really that interesting.
i wanna read more books. seriously.
even though i'm so lazy.
but before that, i have to fix my grades.
my grades, especially in Physics keep on dropping you know.
i still have half a quarter of our 2nd quarter and 2 more quarters to improve my grades.
i hope my friends would help me but i won't expect anything.
i really hate disappointing myself cause it really makes me cry.
really.

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