Hey guys~~ :3
well i got lazy making a 1 week post. so i'll just make a summary. :3
i'll start last Monday, Oct. 15, 2012

well let's see.. i don't remember stuffs anymore.
okay lemme change that.
i'll just start on the stuffs that i remember~

you know uh.. these days i...
ugh. back then.. i don't have a crush on that person anymore. like seriously. i don't feel anything anymore.

oh then i remember.. there was a time.. i think it was Tuesday?
we had our consultation.
then we had to move so we went to the 2nd floor at the grade 5th room. and at that time it was already dark.
we practiced our speeches for our 1st defense.
i kinda flunked a little [and i was so worried]
anyway it wasn't about that.

i want to go to the washroom but when i saw the 2nd floor washroom [for girls] it was so dark..
so creepy.. *A*
so i just went back there.. >A<

then i thought i should let William and Clariz know. so i went to their meeting place [which was the speech lab]
as i was about to go back to the room, i came running! CAUSE IT WAS REALLY CREEPY!!
then when i entered the room i was kinda. [WHOA...]
they thought i saw something scary.
then our adviser asked if what time should i go home. i said anytime's fine. so she said i can go home now.
then she asked Miguel to accompany me. i told her it's okay. i'm fine alone.
but T.Lizel insist. then suddenly He said he'd come along too.
i was a little surprised but i just let it be.

as we're almost at the ground floor, i told him

  "Hey, uh.. thanks." then he said
  "Sure! Take care!" he said.

i don't know if i saw him smiled though.. but it would be really nice if he did~

then Thursday.. 1 day before our feasibility..
my group with Xandrah... they we're planning to dance for tomorrow. and since i'm one of their members, i had no choice (and i still get embarrassed)
and we already had our formation and.... ugh!! HE'S BEHIND ME!!! and.. *////*
he just touched my shoulder!! i was seriously shocked! i never thought he would really do that!
and he... IT WAS SUCH A LONG TIME!! *A*
when the rest already dropped their hands off, he's still holding my holder!!
i was really shocked and i almost can't breathe!! i can't believe it liek WHOA!!
it even made my heart DOKI DOKI!
sigh..

and that kept on repeating.. *////*
then they suddenly thought about my fringe.. they said i should clip it.
then he suddenly said
  "Hey! I might fall in love with you if that happened!"
i was surprised at what he said!! so shocked!

anyway just that.

[oh i forgot to mention.. i was so sad last Monday cause i failed my VERY EASY QUIZ ON PHYSICS!! *A*]
its because i messed up the THAT thingy. ==" but my solutions were correct. if i just didn't messed those 2.. =="]

anyway Feasibility day. [Oct. 19, 2012]
i came to school late, even though i was about to go there early..
i just.. ugh.. too sleepy.
i mean.. who wouldn't be so sleepy after being so late at night for almost 2 weeks!
so.. i hope i didn't made Xandrah mad.

after we had our mastery exams [ i think i failed my Math and CLE]
then after that we we're asked to change or clothes. [i was already wearing mine though]
then i was about to go to the washroom and He was about to change to his clothes then we kinda bumped onto each other. then he said

  "Hey~ your fringe okay~" he smiled!! *///*

i just nodded and smiled back~~
then after that, it took a while when we're at the washroom. the room was locked.
didn't get to wear my contacts.

so we went to the library.. feasibility started.
we'll be the third one to present.
then our adviser reminded me about my fringe then i told her that i left my clip upstairs. then she gave me hers.
i went to the washroom to check about my fringe, AND I REALLY DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE!!
then i suddenly thought i heard his voice.. oh well.
as i was about to leave the washroom, i looked uh.. to my left then i saw Him!!!
he... JUST SAW ME!!! *A*
it was so awkward that i ran away! ><

so that's it..

anyway during our feasibility... I CAN;T BELIEVE IT!! I SERIOUSLY FLUNKED ON MY SPEECH!! *A*
ESPECIALLY THE STEERING WHEEL PART!! *A*
damn it.. i feel so disappointed.. i even had them memorized already!! except the steering wheel part!
oh well..
i apologized to Cleo and Xandrah.. ( ; _ ; )

anyway, our feasibility was a success.
then no more late sleep nights anymore!!
so my friends (william & clariz) went to SM to play at timezone BUT IT'S CURRENTLY UNDER CO!! *A*
we went there for nothing. oh well~~
that's it.

i just wanna share what happened..
plus having a crush on him again..
i realized i like him again.. =="

Labels: 1 week of Memories..., Extra:, My Feelings