it was such a fun week~~ :3
Ever since Monday.. my friends and i kept on laughing! it was really fun.
oh and on Monday, we didn't had any cheerdance practice. we even went home early. then Tuesday~~
we started having our practice. i was even forced to dance. good thing i wasn't selected.
but She did. Oh but she backed out right after the next day. then Clariz.. PFFT. her period exploded. XD if you know what i mean~~ then i think William treat me to InfiniTea. though i'm not sure if he really did treat me on this day. i think it was Wednesday..? meeh. i dunno.
Then it was Wednesday.. i think i was late...? we went down. and it was freeplay. sheesh. Oh and we also started having our Physics carol. it was okay. Oh and on this day.. i dunno what happened to me but i was so hyper. SO HYPER I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING!! *A* I ALSO KEPT ON TALKING FOR 2 STRAIGHT HOURS (It was during our Speech and CAT class) and William just kept on laughing. i think i was trying to...? dunno. all i remember is that i kept on talking to him random stuff. i can't believe that i just did that.. "orz

Oh and during our dismissal time.. i saw Nicole alone so i'm gonna try on messing up with her.  then i slapped her BUT NOT TOO HARD and she was liek "Ouch..." then she kept on holding her cheek and i asked her if she was hurt. then she didn't talked to me anymore! she was liek i was grabbing her hand and she shoved it away! URGH! I WAS SO PISSED THAT I WANNA FUCK HER! but i calmed down that my Hyper mood got lost. then from that onwards.. i got pissed. the whole day. THEN UGH! ON MY WAY HOME, THE HOUSE WAS LOCKED!! FUCK!! *A* i had to stay outside again. AND THAT WAS 3 HOURS!! and during the last minute, I WAS ALREADY IMPATIENT THAT I'M HAVING TANTRUMS!! i even tried to climb it up but my body's too heavy. ==" i also slept there a little. cause i was really sleepy.

Then as my mom came, i immediately took a bath!! and had a little rest. and i think i already finished downloading Grand Fantasia. i had troubles at the start at installing it. but now it's fixed.

Then Thursday.. i think i was 50/50 hyper. according to Jamaica. PFFT. according to her, she said she like me better that way. Haha! i even told her if maybe i'm always like that, i would have gained other friends. But i'm fine with my friends. :3 then i told Jamaica about Nicole. about things that i find it annoying to her. and i also told her that i gave up on Nicole. i don't care on what she do anymore in her life. she's on her own. i gave up! she won't do anything, then fine! be it! i dunno if Jamaica was kinda sad about it, but tch. whatever.

Then we went to the washroom and Nicole happened to be there, she tried to hold my ID but i shoved it away too. ugh. just seeing her made me so mad. even her voice. HER EVERYTHING!! and PFFT. this funny thing during our Physics class when Nicole had her pick-up lines, Clariz wasn't listening to her. and me.. ugh. her expressions we're annoying. then yeah~~

Then Friday. normal day. i think we saw Nicole and her boyfriend flirting each other at the corner of our classroom. and they're hidden. ==" as for Us, we just ate bread and nutella... while in class! LOL! well there's no one there (teacher) during that time anyway~~ so it's okay~ and we had practice. Oh and ... our adviser T.Thess cried cause of someone saying bad things behind her back and she had a fight with Kim [not me,. the teacher] it made me really sad to the point i wanna cry too. cause.. it was my first time seeing her cry.. it pains me. and i thought maybe she really know who said those bad things behind me.

Then yesterday, Saturday. it was our cheerdance practice. i went to Mcdo to meet up with Clariz so that we'll go to school early. so as she arrived, we bought hotcakes. it;s even smiling. see:

then we went to school. Jerome was there.. he's a dancer. Clariz bought her laptop btw. she said she want to install The Sims but.. i dunno how. LOL then we just read USUK doujins. (i also started reading last night~~ :3) then during our practice we saw Nicole.. ==" ugh. then we also saw T.Thess. PFFT. she was supporting us. She's such a tsuntsun. this is our chants btw~~

Then clariz went to my place~ we read more R18 doujins. then i read this doujin in where Alfred went to the outer space then he died after so many years. it almost made me cry but i did my best to hold back. it was really sad... then i suddenly remember the story Voices of a Distant Star. in where this 2 friends actually had feelings for each other. but the girl wishes to be a space warrior something so she left. leaving the guy behind. the guy waited for him for so long. he even got old. and the girl is still the same. the 16 year old that he met.. it's really sad. that the guy got tired waiting. i even remember the girl saw a planet very similar to earth. and they send text messages too. for example, 1 text messages it'll arrive after 3 years. like that.. which is.. really.. so sad. the story of USUK doujin is liek that too.. sigh.. it pains my heart.

then today, Sunday. the moment i woke up, my mom told me we'll be living in the slums next year. cause my dad sold our house. i did my best to not cry but i just can't help it. i hate my dad. i even told my mom i'd better off dead than transfer in the slums. i'd rather not study in college too. i don't care anymore. our live's gone wasted. this is so hard for me..

what should i do...? man...

then field trip is almost coming. i think i should stop cosplaying for good

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