hey guys~~ :3
just REALLY wanna say this...
you see... i notice this kind of thing to my friends which is not supposed to be.
i understand how they feel but i still think it's not right

wow.. that kind of sound liek JUSTICE like

//cough
so anyway, i have this dear friend who's so mad at my other friend despite of them being friends.
sorry guys.. you do know who you guys are.. so i'm sorry
and to be honest.. it's so obvious.
i kept telling her to be NOT LIKE THAT cause it's not so good. yes yes i know.. i have no right to say that cause i do sometimes feel like that but.. i'm controlling myself. plus i pity them.

it's just so sad she's being filled with anger. that's not so good.
then my other friend... sigh.. i'm pretty sure she knows. AND DOING THIS POST WILL MAKE IT EVEN MORE OBVIOUS!! wae..

anyway what i'm trying to say is that i'm so sad at what's happening...
i don't like what's going on.

so let's see..
to my friend who's so full of anger,
     dang. i forgot what i'm about to say
opps. i just remembered. [took that a while]
//cough
if you really hate her that much, you should tell her what you feel.
i know it's obvious, but YOU'RE MAKING IT OBVIOUS ON PURPOSE
especially online.. =="
i sometimes stalk them and see how they are.
i can see her tweets saying liek Who the fuck cares, i hate drama people
something like that

and to my friend who's just letting things go,
     that's not good. you should let what others know on what they think about you.
because from the way you're doing it, they kept on saying bad things about you.
and i know that's now how it is but even me, myself, can't help but think that way.
just because we don't like some of your ways of being friendly, and being kinda... flirty on some of our classmates, you should at least hang out with us.
and it's not our fault for thinking this way. and sorry to say this but we can't help but blame you.

please.. do not think i'm mad at you both. i'm just saying this cause i really feel sad about it.

oh and i still have something to say to my friend who's just letting things go~
don't just let things be as it is. if you think there's something wrong, especially about your friends, you should at least do something. and if you thought it's not really how it should be anymore then accept the fact WE BOTH CHANGED.
Which is a sad thing.
we all change. and that's a fact.
we don't notice it, but others do. and it's mostly like that.

so just please be honest with yourselves. don't let things be like this.
don't say such sad things behind each others backs..
and i'm not siding anyone. i just want to be both of your friends who you can trust.

but sometimes i can't help but feel so affected. even though it's not me.


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EXTRA:

hmm..
i read my friend's tweets about them going to Trinoma tomorrow. i dunno why but it made me so sad.
TBH i wanna go with them. and since i invited Her about our plan they.. sigh.
obviously don't wanna be with her. especially her.

but i dunno wae.. it suddenly sinked to me that they don't want to be with me.
I DUNNO WHUT DA HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN THAT I THOUGHT OF THAT!! *A*
i'm being paranoid again..
i'm such a sad person huh..

Labels: Extra:, My Feelings