Hello, once again. This is Hima. and this... is dedicated to you.
I saw your text post in tumblr and yes, i've screenshot it. Once again, to torture myself. You Finally give up on me. Why... why... why... didn't you... i was hoping.. I WAS FUCKING HOPING YOU'D... god.

I guess that's it, huh.

I'm sorry Sty... i'm sorry i pushed you away. I was hoping you'd come and talk to me again, but you never did. I was waiting for you to greet on my real birthday BUT YOU NEVER DID.  i was fucking sad. that's where i decided you gave up.

I'm pretty sure Sora and Maro hates me now.

This is so hard. You have someone you can tell your problems, while me, i'm keeping everything to myself. And no i wasn't lying. You guys were my friends. THAT'S FUCKING TRUE. I FUCKING NEVER SAID I DON'T NEED YOU!!! that's why.. i don't like telling my problems.. I DON'T WANT TO INVOLVE OTHERS GODDAMMIT.

okay fine, i'm done. I'm so done. I'm fucking done. I've had enough. I'll die soon. I promise.

Labels: My Feelings