This happened last, Wednesday, December 11th 2013.
I went to school early because i have to check my grades in THEO since i had an incomplete grade. And i think my grade's okay now. Well i got a 77 anyway so.. ==

anyway, i was waiting for my friend, Ciara, and happily, i saw the guy that i'm kinda interested in. ( and what's funny is that i see him a lot these past few days ;u; /coughs ) anyway yeah, i saw him a lot that time. ( and also during Tuesday, and yesterday, Thursday ;u; ) and after that, i forgot.

What i really want to rant about today is about what happened during our Culinary Class. Our leader, Jee Laine, left our macaroni salad recipe at her place so i volunteered to do the research and print it out. I don't mind anyway so yeahp. ( and i like running ) After that, we started working. and again, i get to do the less stuff ( what i meant by that is i'm always on stand by or got nothing to do, in other words, i'm useless ) anyway, after that, they started working while i just roam around asking what i can do and yeah. We mainly failed doing our mayonnaise. And our macaroni salad was okay but idk, i dont like it that much.

By 3pm, we're supposed to be excused to watch a Ballet Show but then our prof didn't allow us, much to the MOST of us, disappointed. So we went back to work.

After that, we're already done and have to present our finished product. And... idk what happened. All i know is that (more like what i remember ) i told our leader that we should start cleaning up so we can go home early. Then she told "Okay go ahead" so i did. And what happened?? I. FUCKING. DID. ALL. THE. WASHING. AND. CLEANING. not a very good team work. And what annoy's me most? is that THEY FUCKING KNOW I'M ALREADY DOING ALL THE CLEANING AND YET THEY JUST STAND THERE AND DO NOTHING. they even ask me if i'm really okay and OF COURSE I'M OKAY THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME I JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO WORK WITH ME BUT IF YOU DONT WANT IT'S OKAY CUZ I KNOW IF I LEFT MY WORK TO YOU, YOU'LL KEEP THESE UNCLEANED WORKS ALONE!

and they kept telling me to stop cleaning already, they'll do the job for me but meh i protest. man that's really.. urgh. And once i asked our leader what will we do the the macaroni's left then she told me
"If you want to bring it home then do it."
i said "i can't..."
then she said "Well then just leave it be."

but what annoy's the most was her way of saying it and her expression. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU man i hate you from now on.

But there's was this guy ( which i seriously appreciated ) helped me even a little. Thank you. Unlike my other male groupmates who just looked at me and kept asking me if i'm okay. they were even saying "Mahiya naman kayo kay Ate" and what they're doing?? still standing.

And i don't understand myself why i was still smiling while talking to them, they even told me i'm too nice. TOO NICE. that i should be careful because i might get abused because of my kindness or stuff. But just so you know, i wasn't being nice. I was being myself, with my own selfish reasons in why i'm doing all the cleaning. tch. I may be nice, but not so nice.

That's it i guess.

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